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Im sorry but i dont think ill be writing anymore. Im just trying to fix myself and kind if focus on me for a little bit. Wattpad and social media has been distracting me and hurting me more than helping me. I'm just gonna take a break for a while. Maybe a long while.
A reason is Im not as obessive over youtubers anymore. Were always growing and getting older and I just kind of lost my interest. Yes i still like jack and Mark. They are 2 amazing dudes trying to do the best they can and help as many people as they can. Im just watching youtube for YouTube not to find some people to obsess over for another 5 years ya know lol
I want to live my own life and appreciate it not fantasize about someone elses.
I regret me obsessing over them for so long. They are nice dudes but man i was so into them thats all i thought about. I was either watching them, liking their posts, drawing them, etc. Also, writing sex scenes about them makes me cringe thinking about it now. No offense to the people who do but for me I cant do it anymore. Like 12 yr olds have texted me wanting to rolplay a sex scene. People have message me and told me that they have came to my stories before and I cant take that. Like why would you tell me that?
But i hope this didnt make you guys angry. I'm just kind of out of the this youtuber faze ya know.
I understand if you unfollow me cause I'm pretty sure im not going to be writing anymore. I just wanted to say this and not leave you guys in the dark wondering where I am or what happened to "fuck_me_markiplier"
Thankyou guys for all the love the time ive been on here <3 ive gotten farther than I thought i would have and that feels amazing. You guys are so nice <3
Love,
FMM