Fuckedupzero

I forgot about that board honestly
          Anyway soooo I just needed to vent so here we are
          Today was the first lecture, so only me and another 2 boys came
          The problem is?
          I had fights with those 2 boys
          The first one was a one who had a crush on me( still don't know how someone in their right mind can look at me with any feelings other than annoyance and loathe) but I rejected him, tried to keep the friendship good but nooo he tried controlling me, then gaslight me until I had enough, so yeah it ended on a bad note
          The second one was a boy who I literally yelled at me and a lot of shit cause he was threatening my friend without a fucking damn reason
          Sooo imagine how awkward it was
          Like please lemme kill myself

Me: planning to finally fucking sleep until late tomorrow cause I have no lectures
          Mom: we are waking up early tomorrow to finish somethings
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          Me: yep knew it, I should just kill myself so I can fucking sleep

I can't say "I never lie" with a straight face cause more than half of the words that come out from my mouth are lies

So I may use this messages shit as a random diary or something
          Btw if we ever talked before forget it, I'm different than before, I'm more fucked up, and more mean, so pretty much just ignore me if you want
          Another note you are free to vent here or just post random shit or thoughts, I will probably answer most of the time