Hi everyone this is my new account my mom took my phone but i'm back now and i'm even in the process of writing a dnf story so make sure to check it out :)
since its pride month i want to share a little something about myself and my sexuality (may be long) well first thing is when i discovered my sexuality which was 2-3 years ago. it was actually pride month when i discovered it because i looked into diffrent sexualities because i wanted to support those of the lgbtq+ and a few days later it came to my attention that i liked a girl. So i asked myself if j also likes guys and other questions in that area to find out my sexuality and i settled on bisexual. later in the year there were alot of lesbians and bisexual girls coming out and i was super happy to be in a school with people who were lgbtq+. I happened to be friends with most of them and started to question my sexuality again. I decided that i was lesbian since i never really like any of the boys in my grade. but soon after i finally settled on bisexual and i wanted to share it with the internet. since the internet is my safe place because of all the suppotive people on there. well a few months after i did that my mom checked my phone and found this out. i had not came out to my mom yet because i was scared of her reaction and once she found out j had shared my sexuality with all the people on the internet instead of her she was furious. she told me too delete my sexuality from all social media accounts and never put it back on there. I asked her not to tell anyone about this but she told me that mabye if i had just came out tk her instead of putting it on the internet than mabye she would have and told my dad. Then she asked me how i knew and i told her. but then she started asking me other questions and i was really uncomfortable. a few days after i made a tiktok account trying to see if i was comortable being a lesbian and my mom was furious and took my phone for a year. i broke down on the bathroom floor at because i was being punished for something i cant control. so now im hiding myself as straight to my mom. and i have this secert wattpad account.
@Fuckitletsgo Im very sorry that happened with your mom, but im sure everyone in wattpad will support you, coming out, even on the internet it was probably kind of scary, atleast I would be
ok i know i didnt take a very long break so it wasnt reslly anyhhing to talk about because im a little suprised at myself for not having to take a longer break :) i will catch up on anthing that happend and have s nice day/night<3
taking a little brake from wattpad so if i dont reply to sonething or anything else hopefully ill see it when i come back (probaly no one cares but whatever)
@Fuckitletsgo everyone needs a break after my dad died I wasn't on social media at all I just stayed up all night and cried in my room when I finally came back to social media I was dull didn't post didn't talk I still don't talk as much as I used to my dad was really my only friend so you have a great break I hope your doing good