FunkySuitTie_

i... I had a dream... 2 days ago, when I was incredibly tired
          	
          	i was having a normal, casual ish dream... and then, suddenly, a purple cat with a weird ass face appeared near me, ofc in that dream, i immediately grab it, and put it outside, saying you don't belong here
          	
          	and, suddenly it morph into the great Bambi (Habit), and out of nowhere stabbed my sister. Then I ask him.. 
          	
          	"Why...?" 
          	
          	he answers "I only do this bcs I got paid with Grady's." 
          	
          	I was so bewildered by that damn answer i woke up. like... TF YOU MEAN BY THAT??? I even remember, in that dream i was thinking who tf would even paid him to do THAT??
          	
          	this is the first time i had a dream that instead of my own dream language, he talks perfect English
          	
          	I am still bewildered by that dream till this day, like that one old dream I had about him too, when I was acting like a dog, submissive n sht when he pet me. and I'm forever embarrassed by that dream

FunkySuitTie_

i... I had a dream... 2 days ago, when I was incredibly tired
          
          i was having a normal, casual ish dream... and then, suddenly, a purple cat with a weird ass face appeared near me, ofc in that dream, i immediately grab it, and put it outside, saying you don't belong here
          
          and, suddenly it morph into the great Bambi (Habit), and out of nowhere stabbed my sister. Then I ask him.. 
          
          "Why...?" 
          
          he answers "I only do this bcs I got paid with Grady's." 
          
          I was so bewildered by that damn answer i woke up. like... TF YOU MEAN BY THAT??? I even remember, in that dream i was thinking who tf would even paid him to do THAT??
          
          this is the first time i had a dream that instead of my own dream language, he talks perfect English
          
          I am still bewildered by that dream till this day, like that one old dream I had about him too, when I was acting like a dog, submissive n sht when he pet me. and I'm forever embarrassed by that dream

FunkySuitTie_

Oh, did I miss something? 
          I'm too old for this, don't drag me into this, for once I truly just wanna be on the sidelines
          
          wanna rest, unless it's fun, maybe I'll reconsider

FunkySuitTie_

@NighWalfMica idk, I just felt like I miss something
            this is the first time everything is so... quiet
            not that I mind
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FunkySuitTie_

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FunkySuitTie_

If somethings does want me... why only one know my name? like, usually in my dreams I'm nameless being, a kid. But in my latest dream? I have name, MY name... and that thing have my name... written without any mistake, bold in red, inside a what? contract??? Just why the hell i keep getting these dreams anyway??? Is it bcs I read or watch or listen to horrors too much??? But then why do I yearns for them??? Like they're my owner and I'm their dog or something...
          
          Goddamn I'm pathetic

FunkySuitTie_

When will I get a weird dream??? I want a weird dream
          
          why do I always get a dream where I'm stuck. Stuck with what, where, or who?? Idk
          
          Yesterday I dreamed about monsters, nothing unusual, i was tasked to hunt and kill them. Until a group of, what?? Cultist?? idk. They're weird. Hunt me down, before singing something that makes me weak, and tired if I listen to them or focus on it. I was chased relentlessly. Until I got caught. I don't feel scared whatsoever. Just, panic.  The dream ended with me getting caught. I don't remember what he said, but i remember it was something about me belongs to something.  Just like that weird cultist group that chased me before. Something want me. as a what?? I don't remember, but it was something like a  good/correct/best sacrifice or a host, or something like that
          
          Tired, I'm so tired. All of that running in my dream unexpectedly making me tired in real life after waking up. Man... I feel weird. waking up, after that dream with that guy, a dream before this, making me yearns for something. I miss something. I'm tired, sleepy... I want to sleep again... but can't
          
          I'm doomed
          
          Who keeps chasing me in my dreams? Who and why?? at first it was 2, a demon with many horns and mouths, and a tall creature who clicks near me, now... another unknown monster with no forms... All of them have groups of people that obey them...
          
          don't get me wrong, I always have dreams about monsters, but they're the frequent one, and chase me each dreams I'm in
          
          other than that, I have dreams about void and voices calling out to me
          
          are those a nightmare to me? idk? I don't feel scared, but my body wakes up like one, yet no fear... The fear i get is that, something has woken me up, and that I should be scared of THAT instead if the dreams
          
          coincidentally, most of the times, something does waiting for me to wakes up, yet I afraid to look for it. It always appears when I tried to sleep again

FunkySuitTie_

I just found out it was trauma response, oh damn. The feeling of confusion for fear, body and mind feels disconnected, all of it. bruh, I'm so pathetic :'
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guroteske

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guroteske

@ FunkySuitTie_  Tienes insta?
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FunkySuitTie_

@guroteske Group? what group?
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