It's almost been a full week without texting him and this shit is getting harder. i want to just apologize every fucking second but i can't, i need to calm down. this is making my heart speed up. wtf. i can't do this. wtf wtf wtf wtf. i'm abt to crash out. fuck fuck fuvk fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuk cbduisezfbfjwebcbjificjns.
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