I feel like, at this point, I'm just pretending I'm this deep writer. Everything always has to have this moment of 'how will they come back from this' and it's always the determination of friends and lovers and family that helps them over. I keep wanting to work on Love's Recipe, but I just can't. I want to work on Freedom, but I can't. Know why? It's predictable. We all know how Love's Recipe ends, it was in In Sickness and In Health. We all know Gaara and Chinsei and going to have their happy ending. Why should I keep trying to tell a story we all know the ending to? I tried to write something different. But here I am again. You know, I got so excited when I started posting chapters again. I waited and got excited every time my notification bubble came up. Hundreds of notes... none for my new try. All for In Sickness and In Health, a story that is so rough and childishly written I'm not even sure how anyone could still like it. I have ideas that I keep writing out, but I always come back to... Is it worth it? Is anyone going to read this and yearn for more. Or I am just wasting my time. Am I wasting everyone's time by still trying to make this work. I don't know.