~Xe, Xem, Xyr~

I have been reading my old posts and comments from years ago and like, wow. I hate old me, guy was cringey as heck- how did any of you guys tolerate that?? Not that I am not cringey now, but like that, was just on a whole nother level.

YAA BOII IS 18 NOW, WHOOP WHOOOP
          
          ANOTHER YEAR CLOSER TO DEATH HECK YEA

Fanfictions be like:
          
          "In a world.. where everyone is gay and men can give birth-"

It is so weird to think that in a couple months, this account is going to be 5 years old.. it feels like just yesterday 10 year old me was reading cringey and badly written SetoSolace, Merome, and Skylox fanfictions.
          
          Now I am 17 ((Almost 18!)) and I am still on this website reading cringe fanfiction, but this time it is written well. So that is where we are atm
          
          

I hate drama and would prefer to move on with my life, but my mind keeps drifting to everything you have done to me, our friend, and her boyfriend.. and I feel the need to vent.
          
          We were friends since middle school, and while I am sad we are no longer friends, I won't cry over it. I told you that I wouldn't be able to be your friend if you kept spreading rumors, turning our friends against Kat, and bullying her..
          
          I thought that maybe that would finally get it through your head just how ridiculous you where being, that maybe it would finally put an end to all the drama and everyone could go back to living their normal lives. Little did I know you would choose drama over our friendship.
          
          Do you know how it felt learning our years of friendship meant nothing to you? 
          
          
          I tried to have you guys talk things out over text through my phone, instead of giving her a chance you took my phone and threw it in the bin. Still, I continued to be your friend.
          
           Then you started telling Kat's boyfriend about mistakes Kat has made in the PAST that she has already admitted was wrong, apologized for, and regrets, knowing that she wouldn't be able to be there to defend herself! 
          
          You then posted that you where going to 'Steal her man' and then shortly after you started dating Kat's BF. Too me that says that you are using him to get at Kat, which is a absolutely horrible thing to someone, because not only are you Kat, but how is the BF going to feel if he found out about this? 
          
          Though I geuss you don't care who you hurt at this point as long as it hurts Kat as well. 
          
          I am very disappointed in you, though I do wish bad will on you. All I hope is for you to realize what you did was wrong, apologize to Kat, and tell everyone the full story, not just the bits and peices that make her look bad.
          
          
          I don't know why you did what you did, nor will I ever.. but I hope you are happy with yourself because I know I am sure not.
          

Oof- Not sure I really like wattpads new look ;-;

ALL WICANS! Read what this Christian website says about wicca, it is honestly the most hilarious thing I have ever seen. 
          
          https://www.focusonthefamily.com/parenting/teens/hidden-traps-of-wicca
          
          They be getting all conspiracy theory about it XD

I recently decided to be apart of the wiccan religion, I have been doing tons of research.. but I am still a bit lost on the supplies I need, daily practices/ rituals, how to celebrate the holidays, and I am also looking for a coven to join! If there is anyone who may be able to offer me help- it would be greatly appreciated :)

It has been a while since I had posted a message here .. or posted anything in general :P
          
          
          I have switched over to Quotev- My account is called 'SodaLandAndPop'
          
          
          
          
          
          I guess to keep you all updated on life, I am in highschool now! I have officially become a Guinea Pig mother /);-;(\ *Is proud of furr babies*, I had came out to my mom as Trans which luckly had gone amazing :), My mom had a baby (It was a girl, she is 3 now.. time flies)
          
          
          Sometimes, I feel like I am getting nothing done in life and everything is boring and pointless, but when I take the time to write down accomplishments or big events that happened it helps me to realize life is exciting and worth the little troubles it comes with at times.
          
          I hope everyone's day is going good, and make sure smile! If not for yourself, then for the thing you care most about <3
          
          
          

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          hiss :3