
FxkinHannah
this message may be offensive
// Dear James Allen Cartwright , Although you will never read this . I feel like you will know . Im in love with you . But I have a burning hatred towards you also. Your like a fucken cut . Painful but beautiful . Like blood when it drips down my arms . So amazing . Im in love with you but I also hate your guts . I want to kiss you but at the same time I want to strangle you . You never make time for me while I take away time with my family just to see you . I still remember something you told me It was ... August 23, 2014 saturday night . I was crying and you said 'Baby I know its hard , I know you hate crying infront of me but whenever you need somebody im here we will cry together cause I love you ' . Well 'Baby' its 2:00 am and im crying , texting you but you just read it and you dont care . And I realized crying over you was like crying over a small cut .. SO FUCKEN USELESS. \\ love is a waste of time my dear ..