I have a seeking suspicion that I have bpd. Ik that's out of no where but it's true. I haven't looked into it fully until recent and I was looking at the symptoms and thought "holy shit that's how I feel" and I looked into ppl with bpd and their experiences and looking deeper into my brain and past and memories and when I think about it more the more I realize that I might have bpd. I'm NOT gonna self diagnosed bc that's stupid and that's for the professionals. So yuh
When I was 2 years old my dad was driving dr*nk with me in the car (my mom was in labor) and he crashed into a garage, my mom was PISSED obviously and they divorced, so how is everyone :D
"I know that I ended it, but
Why won't you chase after me?
You know me better than I do
So why didn't you stop me?
Why didn't you stop me
and paint it over?"
Literally every relationship I've had.