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Ok so uh my now ex partner said they're breaking up and that they've been cheating on me since November 2025 (we've been together since decorating 2024). I hate my fucking life, this always happens: i meet someone, we hang out, I ask them out or they ask me, we date, something happens, we break up. At this point, I think the universe is trying to say that I'll never be happy, that I dont deserve love or connection. This was my last straw. My life is in shambles right now, my art and stories suck and don't get views, I don't have a job, I'll probably have to start whoring myself out, my welfare check will probably get cut off, and now this. Yea at this point I have no future, the only future I see are me dead or killed because all I see is black for my future. God I'm such an emo bitch.