G1rlK1sser

Ffs y’all it’s max here I lost both accounts. 

Well can’t go back to sleep forget im not going to school today. Everything fell apart after yesterday morning. I s3lf harmed. I haven’t ate anything at all and I feel like shit. Just wish I had a normal life where I was happy with myself 

I’m going to pause both of the books till I feel better. 

I can’t take this pain. I hate it when I get so attached to people. 

Bruh. Sm bad luck is happening today. I got logged out of my iCloud account and can’t get back in and my discord account too and I’m trying to make a new discord and iCloud account but it’s not working and I was going to respond back to my friends bsf of what happened to her but now i can’t. 

Balling my eyes out rn. I will forever miss her. She was a great friend I ever had. Idk what to do anymore.. I wish this was a bad nightmare. 

Found out my online bsf took her own life last night. I’m gonna take a small break. 

@1-800-slutforquinn tyty dude 

Yesss found out she’s bisexual :D so I have 50/50 chance to be with her !! 
          
          

ISHDUSJS.  I just want to ask her out but I’m scared asf.. idk what to do :,) she makes me so happy and comfortable to be myself around with.. I can’t tell if it’s platonic love or love love.. when we both are sitting apart each other we randomly have eye contact and smile and wave at each other and she respects my boundaries AND she’s always there for me when I have bad days at school.. she makes sure I’m okay and makes sure I ate properly idk if she’s fruity tho.. I mean when we first met she said she was bisexual but idk that was 2 years ago idk if she still is or not and I’m scared to ask her about it. Also idk if she notices me blushing when I look at her- I just don’t know what to do and I don’t want to tell my family about her yet because like most of them are homophobic and only my mom and stepdad and his family supports my dad said he supports but he still says homophobic things and calls my brother a f&g for hugging him •,~,•  I just.. want to ask her out but idk how and I don’t want to ruin our friendship she’s my best friend and I don’t want to lose her since I only have 2 friends at school :/