Louise

Fuck hybe.

Wow I’ve only been gone a week and I already have a huge life announcement. 
          
          Genuinly the last time I’ll be on here till summer </3
          
          Anyways, I basically came out to my friends today. 
          
          We were at lunch ranting abt this girl who’s very confused abt her sexuality (she keeps on reposting stuff abt being in a lavender relationship, abt how she only likes girls, and then she goes and dates a man) and like we were just ranting abt how she should educate herself abt it before she goes around telling everyone that she’s a lesbian. And in the heat of our rant my friend stops, turns to me, and says “wait are you straight?”
          
          I just stopped talking and like froze while my friends stared at me (it was only four of us at the table today) and then in such a quiet voice I say “I don’t know”
          
          My friend who’s bi gave me a high five and my friend who’s lesbian said “I would date you Louise” 
          And my other friend (the one that asked me) was like “oh same”
          
          And then we started ranting abt the homophobic people in our school and me and my friends homophobic parents (the one that also doesn’t know).
          
          
          This was all in the middle of the lunchroom, and the guy I was talking to in October was like right next to us. 
          
          
          Soooo yeah. I basically came out today :)
          
          
          
          Bye bye xx

I know I rarely add to conversations on here but I miss you :) Your daily posts were comforting and I really expected your earlier haitus to uh
          Not exist (I was right I think)
          But now that you haven’t posted for a while it’s sorta weird- buuut I am super happy for u otherwise, gl bae :)
          
          -Sophie

*notification bomb*

So I’m leaving for real this time. Maybe forever idk. 
          
          My mom found out abt wp and I genuinely want to keep it away from her as much as possible. All she knows is that I read fanfics, thankfully not that I talk to strangers and write. 
          
          And I’m finally having a social life!!! I’ve gotten invited to go see a movie with my friend, I’m planning a sleepover with another, and another one of my friends wants to watch some yaoi movie with me <3
          
          I genuinely love you all sooooooo much. You have all helped me in ways I could’ve never imagined.
          
          If you want to stay in touch you have to be the first one to contact. My Pinterest user is the same as my user on here. 
          
          TBIG will be dead for now. I might start rewriting it all on AO3 after I figure out my life a bit more. 
          
          
          I love you all so much
          
          Xx Louise

K-pop songs I’m not embarrassed to say I like
          
          Cat and Dog - txt (THSI SONG IS A BANGER!!! And in 2019 we all wanted to be cats and dogs)
          Sticker- NCT 127 (another banger. Idk why but I just like it T0T)
          Butter - BTS (honestly it’s just really nostalgic to me)
          F girl- bdc (the music video is heavenly and when I want to feel like the main character I play it)
          Sneakers- itzy (bro who tf decided to hate on it in the first place)
          
          
          Honestly I think that’s all the “weird”/controversal kpop songs I like

How do people figure out their aesthetics??

In this moment as the flame consumes me, at least, I feel like I can breathe

Red Velvet is such a good group that even Kim Jong Un loves them 
          
          
          (I watched their performance video for when they performed in North Korea and it was really good but it must’ve been so awkward for the girls cause everyone was so silent T0T)

Yuri or yaoi?