Hello Aria~~I like your spirit.
Never feel the Fanfic people have any power over you. You are just being too insular in your view at the horizon out there. Expand outward. Realize there is a lot of good sh*t being written on WP with nothing to do with fan worshipers.
As far as being aesexual-give it some time. Your hormones have a plan for you whether you like it or not. Read my story "A Walk in the Countryside" and see if that doesn't get some hidden places on you buzzing and pulsing:
https://www.wattpad.com/story/16999941-a-walk-in-the-countryside
By the way, there is a "Part 4" to this story that should only be read in bed with the door locked. Hope you check out some of my other reads as well--a write a lot more than erotica.
And let me know what you thought of AWITC (above).
All best. Hope we stay connected.
~~Califia
why does it feel as if the only way you'll be socially accepted here on wattpad is if you write one direction or 5sos fanfiction?? like i am not ok with that