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okay, my gender changed again just a smidge, I am now something called "Transfaunine", which is like if trans masc and genderfaun had a child pretty much, but the meaning on the post on Pinterest I found this term from is this: "Transfaunine is a term for transitioning into every gender except femininity while being fluid in those gender identities."
          My pronouns are still the same being they/he/she, but I'd definitely prefer 'they' or 'he'. There is a very lovely flag to go along with this identity, but sadly the profile maker I use doesn't have it available, so I'm just using both the trans masc flag and the gender-faunet flag in my picture. So I have settled to be labelled as transfaunine, almond oriented aroace. Hopefully this is valid.

guys.. i'm struggling with my sexuality.. i'm aroace, i know that, but i want a QPR SO BAD, and based off of the people i'd actually have a QPR with, i'm confused what label i would use. basically i don't like cis boys at all, i'd never even think of being with one even if i wasn't aroace, i think girls are like very pretty and attractive but they're just so mean to me so i don't think there would be anything there either, that leaves neutral people (like enbies, gender-fluid people, demi-gender people, etc) and trans masc people, and i really want a QPR with them, so i thought i might be berrisexual, but that doesn't sound right because i like trans boys and then i thought almondsexual but i don't like cis boys at all and then i thought omni but it doesn't sit right with me either, at the moment i'm calling myself pan but that's honestly just the label i'm using until i figure out what the heck is actually my problem, i might be some sort of bisexual and that's most likely what i'm gonna settle for but i wanna hear your input, how y'all think what's going on.

okay uh, here's the thing, I got my school computer earlier than I thought I was going to get it and I want to write the full project on that before I finish it over here. with that being said and the fact I'm probably going to be so busy with school in general that I won't have a lot of time to write over here, so I think I may need to take a hiatus just until I get done writing "Cry, Wolf" and then I promise I'll come back as soon as I can, it'll probably just take me a hot minute. I hope y'all understand, thank you for your time. Peace.

so.. I have an idea for a original project/story in mind and i've been very passionate about it, and the worldbuilding, and the characters, and the lore and i've been wanting to write it on my school computer, but since I don't start school until the 26th and probably won't get the computer until a few days after, I won't be able to start writing it and I'm scared that if I don't start writing now then I'll lose interest in it and the hyperfixation on it will just die off even though I REALLY don't want that to happen with this specific project. So y'all, should I start writing it over here too in the meantime? Please let me know. If y'all want context, I'll even post the synopsis here too for the time being, but yeah, peace.
          
          Cry, Wolf Synopsis~ When student Rosyln Sparrow is killed in her dorm room at Mourningstar Academy, October Sanchez’s second year at this school becomes far more interesting, yet his life shatters the night of his Autumn Equinox when his holy ritual goes horribly wrong and his best friend, Nevian Petrichor, is cursed. Enter Eden Nightingale, the harpy leader of the witch street gang, the Marionettes, along with Unkindness Locket, Jester Cage and Viper Kassaryn, and Eden is accidentally shot by October in the dark forest the night of the ritual, and after making a dangerous deal, October temporarily sells his soul to Eden and the forest. Now, October must hide this secret from his family (his twin brother Gale being the exception) as he tries and solve the murder of Rosyln, however it becomes complicated upon meeting new allies, being stressed by his father and sister as the first ever trans masc werewolf in his family, Nevian's mind drifts to the forest in his sleep and claiming to have encounters with Avery, a mysterious ghost with secrets ties to Eden, he suspects that the School Director is not who she seems, Gale is falling deeper and deeper into grief, and worst of all, October is starting to fall in love with Eden..

Cabin Fever is done.. Yay. Now I have nothing to do until a creative spark drives me to write something over here again since writers block is the worst.

Okay, update on the fanfic, "Cabin Fever", my official goal is to finish it before I start school for the year, and for me I start August 26th, so that means I have a little less than three weeks to get it done, but I'll have you guys know that we are nearing the end of the story, like I think I'm going to try to have the final project have either 25 or 26 chapters in the end, and if I lock in I think I can get it ready by my personal deadline, I just wanted y'all to be aware of that and with that information, have a good night.

Okay! So I have created an official, canon playlist for Chapter 19 of Cabin Fever alone full of 25 songs to go with Chapter 19 "Love Will Always Kill You In The End (...How Ironic)" and it is public on Spotify RIGHT NOW! the playlist is called "The Tragedy of Moth And Voric" and it is made by A Spirit Kid of The Moon's Abyss (me). If you'd like, please check out the playlist and if you haven't looked at the official soundtrack to "Cabin Fever" on Spotify as a whole yet, then it would be very appreciated to see listen to that too. Thank you, I hope y'all are looking forward to the next chapter, later. <3

okay so.. I was wrong, I'm not a demi-boy, I am gender-faun which means my gender fluidly changes through everything except for femininity, so my pronouns are now just they/he, y'all can call me they or he or it or even a dinosaur, I personally don't give a frick as long as y'all don't call me a 'she', so please, respect my pronouns and I hope y'all have a good day, chapter 16 should be done tomorrow if I can lock in and stop procrastinating. Go, leave, be gone, please, now.

So guys, I changed Ash's name in the fanfic to Alex because I remembered what Smokeebee's real name is and realized that they were too similar and I thought it was kinda problematic so Ash is now Alex/Alexis. Kay peace.