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I miss you bb

WIFEY I CAN'T REMEMBER MY PASSWORD SOB

I gave you my heart and asked you to please not please not break it, That was yesterday. 
          
          Today you broke it not once, but twice, I had to learn from the boy I hate and absolutely hate that you'll break my heart, then I got a note from my best friend that you didn't feel how I felt when I texted/talked to you. My other friend gave me a not written by you saying you felt as if I was your friend, And that I reminded you of your friend. You don't even know the pain and suffering my stomach was going through, and when I was given that note my stomach sunk and I felt like throwing up, Every time I saw you it happened again worse than the last time. 

You said you'll never leave me, You promised
          You said you'll always love me, You promised
          I gave you my whole heart and asked you to please not break it, you did. 
          
          Guess you shouldn't make promises that you cant keep. Especially when you say them less than a week ago. 

Remember when we'd talk every day, 
          Bond over text, 
          There on my bed I laid, 
          Wishing you'd reply faster, 
          Now it's changed, 
          We barely see each other, 
          Different futures, 
          You'll be successful and leave me in the past, 
          I really thought we'd be closer, 
          We've changed but not fully, 
          Your still my Amy, 
          And a true friend. 

Ily princess<33

" What's your favorite horror movie? "
          
          Oh idk probably the old diary entries I have.. 
          
          
          "Honestly I might start cutting again, I gotta find my blades. Suicide thoughts are happening again. You think people would care, they only care if your dead. I wanna die, but then Nua would be sad, and then J &J would be sad, Why am I like this. I hate everything now "
          
          " Just kill me already, I'd rather die then cut again. Why won't they just leave me alone, I hate my fucking life I'd rather be dead then live this shitty hell, Why can't I stop.. If only they just drop this hell and let me go, I want to leave, let me escape I have a full plan, just let me be.  "
          
          " Thanksgiving is tomorrow, What is there for me to be thankful for? I hate my fucking life.  "
          
          " Why am I so fucking pathetic. Why doesn't Amy like me? What's the point of living if it'll be hell every day. I swore I wouldn't cut but that promise is in wafer thin ice. Why is love so fucking horrible. These thoughts hurt more than needles stabbing you 24/7 I just wanna be home, A home where I can be loved and cared about. A home where I'm not a fucking idiot. I'm a mess. I'll only be more, The stinging of ////// hits across my face doesn't make living any better so why bother waking up.? I need to get out of this place. I need someone to hold me I  their arms. I'm tired of being strong, I need to release this bottled up pain. I'm always there for someone but no ones there for me. Writing helps, Bleeding helps more but I swore I wouldn't. I need to escape. Why the fuck is life so fucking tiring. I wish my suicide attempt worked. I'll never escape the hell hole I was shoved in. I wish I was in therapy  "

I’m gonna touch you every single chance I get Friday because we won’t see each other for another 8 days

Stop I just now noticed she left her side of our matching necklaces 

Your ass is grass and I'm gonna mow it.