why must you feel the need to interact with me? its been months since we talked last. im over you, im finished, done. i was doing the best i could be, not wallowing in pure despair and what do you do? message me on a tuesday night, thats what you do. you claim that you miss me so much. you didnt miss me when you cheated on me. you didnt miss me when clearly “brandon” mattered more. you “forgot” about us? how does one “forget”? i get you had mental issues, but that doesn’t justify your actions. i hadnt thought about you in MONTHS. everything was going decent. now this is the second night in a row that this whole situation had kept me up, thinking. it has me going back to the things i used to think when the whole thing first happened and the months of turmoil after that. it was agony, anguish. i felt tragic. i was tragic.
but suddenly, its okay to talk to me again when YOU miss me. but when i missed you, you told me not to and that it wasnt “healthy”. hypocritical much?
