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TW: VENT
Okay so to start, I lost all interest in everything I normally love doing, AND to make today worse than it already was, my mother MADE me switch XBOX's with my bratty, slightly abusive, brother, I will call him Rat for this post. So Rat wanted to get on my nerves and finally convinced my parents to side with him on his whole "I need it more it has more space" thingy which by the way it doesn't have more space they both have 1TB, I got that thing for MY present on Christmas, when he got his XBOX he could have bought a series X (the one I used to have) instead of a XBOX 1 (the one he used to have), but NO because instead of respecting and using the space he had on his he downloaded a lot of high FPS games and had no space, he also LIED and said that there are games he can't play with his friend, even though I have looked and cross referenced, he can play all of those games on his old XBOX (now mine ig). My moms exuse for it was "You don't use it" which I do, A LOT, I just don't start yelling ans screaming and hitting when I play mine, they also aren't ever here because I can't trust them with anything, it always finds its way to other people and then more and then more, you get it, right? I am just so TIRED of him getting everything and me getting a front row seat to it. also for a little context, HE chose to buy that XBOX, i got a TV for my birthday a little later (it was a hand-me-down form my older sister), he got jealous and complained he couldn't see his screen (he could) so he demanded one, and low-and-behold HE GOT ONE, that's also when I got my Series X, I didn't want an XBOX, I knew I wouldn't play on it as much as my brother does on his (now mine), I MADE THAT CLEAR and they said "okay" it was in fact not okay, because 2 hours later they ask me to switch I said no, five months later they force me to give it to him. Fuck me i guess.