G_G_Simp

Ich will ja nichts sagen, aber was hat man sich bei dem neuen Wattpad-Logo nur gedacht? ▪︎-▪︎

_ellie_20

did you watch peaky blinders?? cause im watching rn and im obsessed ahhahaja

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@G_G_Simp basically its the 1920's and the plot is happening in England, Birmingham, the main character is thomas shelby (and hes so hot omg-) and his family which are a gang called the peaky blinders. then they get into shit as gangs do with the police and other gangs and stuff
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G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  what exactly happens in the show? So I can decide if I will watch it as soon as possible or if it can wait a little while longer
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_ellie_20

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@G_G_Simp I definitely recommend it (at least now when im on season two, hope it wont go to shit lol). i used to watch multiple shows at once but kinda had to stop cause i lost my sanity ._. all though now i am watching daredevil born again as well when new episodes come out 
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_ellie_20

heyyy hruuu

G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  ٩( ͡❛ ͜ʖ ͡❛)۶
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_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp babe we got all the space we need ahahahhaha, you're always welcome 
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G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  you have some space in there? Cause I need a time out in misery too lmao
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_ellie_20

this is so weird, im like- lost
          how do you just get used to not hearing from someone you used to hear from every day for YEARS. i genuinely dont know what do with myself, its like im expecting a text from her every minute 

_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp yeah, you're probably right 
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G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  just let it be, I think it makes it easier than trying to shield yourself from it 
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_ellie_20

@_ellie_20 wattpad just can't resist sometimes lol. im also doing whatever, trying to stay distracted but being sad is a pretty much non-stop rn
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_ellie_20

girl. 
          wattpad just gave a jumpscare making me log in again at the worst time ever. 
          my best friend of 10 years (give or take some more) sent me multiple novel size texts in which she basically said she loves me but she cant stand my negative energy anymore, cause it's bringing her down or some bs like that, and she cant hold it in so she had to tell me, and then told me she pretty much doesn't wanna see me or hear from me anymore but i have her number if i ever need something. damn. 

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@_ellie_20 she's actually crazy istg she has been changing lately. for a while now, idk what's gotten into her. and i am a negative person in general (but a heavy part behind it is my father who keeps his bullshit up every day) and she of all people should know that. she says she tried to understand me but thats obvious bs cause if she did she wouldn't be cutting me off. idk girl but she's literally horrible, i cried my soul out lol
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G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  Oh damn I'm sorry to hear that. I mean good that she is honest with you but saying she doesn't want to hear from you? Damn, not the best thing to do as a best friend like does she know about the reason behind the negative energy or is it just something she thinks is present but it's actually not? And saying the doesn't want to be in contact with you but leaving you her number just in case is crazy to me
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_ellie_20

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bro some kid threw a rock at my window and broke it i thought this shit only happens in bad movies tff

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@G_G_Simp cracked, has a decent sized hole in it, but its two glass panels so the outside one is the one that is fucked up. yeah honestly its kind of insane i still cant believe that shit happened to me so random lmao, my dad was all crazy about it tho im just sitting there like 'oh well ._.' SHAME ABOUT HAVING TO PAY TO GET IT FIXED NOW THOUGH. it was a perfect fine window. dumb ass kids breaking windows
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@ _ellie_20  lmao like it cracked or full on shattered? Either way fucked up but tbh funny to imagine how you must have reacted
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hey girl hru? how's the braces? 
          its lit the middle of the night and i just made myself sick fr no joke over some dumb thing on my phone (i suck at technology and get panic attacks over every minor inconvenience that has to do with that, am i the only one? probably)

_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp ouch sounds horrible im so sorry gurl :< 
            FBI FR HAAHAHHA
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G_G_Simp

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@ _ellie_20  I hope so cause all the way back in the mouth there is barely any space as it is and with the bracket on the teeth there is even less space, so it's tight as fuck and the bracket and the inside of my mouth are constantly rubbing against each other, it's literally getting sore. I just hope it will be over soon, my friend's birthday is this weekend and there is no way in hell I'm not eating there lmao
            FR LIKE THE FUCKING FBI IS ABOUT TO GET US
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_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp ah damn well hope its gets better soon, but the story part is definitely amazing! thats like the best kind of progress if you ask me cause writing can get THOUGH. sorry to hear about the back teeth gurl, i think it should go away as well? soon? 
            AND YES OMG EXACTLY AND THEN EVERYBODY TELLS ME HOW IM DRAMATIC OR OVERREACTING AND IM LIKE YOU DONT GET THEY BOUT TO COME GET MY ASS
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_ellie_20

i had a dream last night that Voldemort was chasing me or hunting me down whatever cause he wanted to pull a little avada kedavra on me, i went to the bus station to run away from the town but couldn't catch a single bus ._.

_ellie_20

@_ellie_20 NOT THE EYEBROW SHAVE LMAAOOO 
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G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  LMAO GIRL so frustrating when you try to escape in your dream and you just can't. In my dream I was looking for my bow, I ended up finding it in the woods next to basketball or soccer playing zombies. I hid in a bush but they found me and shaved off half my eyebrow
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_ellie_20

eyooo
          a bit of a random question lol, but are you a Marauders fan by any chance? 

_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp yeah remus is cool too, and mattheo is just a slytherin boy someone in the fandom made up (sometimes Voldemort's son sometimes brother idek) but he's in the golden trio era too 
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G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  I'm more like golden trio era, but I really like some of the marauders people like Lupin (I can never really tell if Mattheo Riddle is from the marauder era too but I also like him)
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_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp ive honestly been obsessing over it for like more than a year probably and i was like wait maybe you are too and i had no idea ahahaha, anyway honestly im all about the slytherin skittles (regulus, barty and evan) and i really like james potter 
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_ellie_20

hey girlll, hruu

_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp FRR ESPECIALLY WHEN MY HAIR IS FRESHLY WASHED I END UP LOOKING LIKE A DEFECTED SHEEP WITH HOW IT PUFFS UP
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G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  LMAO SAME EVEN THE WHOLE FRONT PART OF MY HAIR and the thing is when the little hairs on the front part get wet they curl like devil's horns and I can't slick them back 
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_ellie_20

@G_G_Simp its raining here too but not so bad MY JACKET HAS SUCH A SMALL ASS HOOD OMG MY FULL FOREHEAD IS OUT
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_ellie_20

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heeey! 
          ive been feeling real shitty these past few days and the world around me has also been so fucking shitty ong. its made me realize how much i miss past times and then i remembered wattpad chats and it made me so sad cause i miss them too :< this feels oddly distant if you get what i mean? had to share my suffering ahahahha
          ANYWAY. how are you girl?? 

G_G_Simp

@ _ellie_20  yeah sometimes everything feels out of place and it's like you don't belong where you are right now. God and time passes like it's nothing
            I got a cold, the worst is over but I still get a little bit of a stuffy nose and a headache. And the next two weeks will be a pain in the ass with all the exams
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