AyoSalami.

Is bro still online

Beep beep Beep ✨️I like fire ✨️
          
          
          What am I doing?

Boo bitches, I'm not dead, ik I was gone for a while, but after that last chapter from the vent book, I started working on my mental health- woah- surprising- Ik-BUT I TUAGHT MYSELF OLD ENGLISH NSKGNS HEHEHEHE 
          
          Wouldst thee liketh some assistance?
          How has't thee been doing? 
          How art thee? 
          I bethought yond wast thy job
          I loveth the Moon, isn't the Moon quaint? The night in gen'ral is v'ry quaint. 
          
          I'M DOING BETTER, I THINK, IDK ITS A PROGRESS 

I'm already falling off the deep end, haha. I know I'm "smiling," rn, but the light inside me is already gone..

"You need to tell us when it gets bad, again. We're your parents."
          
          
          But I don't want you to know.

My dad isn't giving me my phone(I'm on tablet). Shit, did he find out??? Does he know??? Fuck fuck fuck. I'm extremely fucking screwed if he does.

As much as I don't want to, I'm extending that date.. who knows..? Maybe, just maybe my life or something will happen that makes me happier before that date. In other words.. I'm giving life one last try.. 

"See it run down, cut away. No worries. Say no more, I can surely say that I've "had enough." 
          /lyr
          
          "Could it be that 'family' was a way of escape? Didn't know if it was right, so I threw it away." /lyr
          
          "Couldn't take it anymore, I had taken enough. So then I hid my need for love.." /lyr
          
          "Give me a reason, then I'll stay." /lyr
          

:) 

I'm so fucking tired of live rn bro.. I don't think I can keep going.., and I know no one really cares rn, but.. still.. I don't think I can keep going. I'm sorry.. </3