I cant explain how I feel right now so I'll just quote a bunch of songs...
"Well you treat me just like another stranger, Well it's nice to meet you sir, I guess I'll go, I best be on my way out"
"I might be proud, but atleast I'm proud of something,you've taken pride in becoming nothing"
"I told 'em all where to stick it, I left town with a dime to my name, I said I'm done with all of my fake friends,Self-righteous pawns in a losing game"
"If I said I wished you the best I was lying.."