Gabrielleeee

I read through one of the unpublished books that I wrote when I was depressed. It started out very wholesome and meaningful but slowly started to turn into some sad, sad poetry. I think it is poetry, but I never really remember writing poetry, so I don't know what happened amongst this depressional-writing experience.
          
          I hope y'all are doing well! Stay safe!! 

Literally going to have a throw back party for last year before everything went down hill and I lost all contact with everyone one here lol

Some people are just cruel. They hurt others just for the fun of it or perhaps they do it because they are scared that they will get hurt first. Either way, it hurts and it's not fair for anyone. I don't get people who do that stuff, however, why do I keep finding myself walking towards that pain, willing to go through it just to be with that person... even when they want nothing to do with me. 
          
          People are cruel. Don't misplace your trust into someone who you think has your back.. when in reality they are just going to hurt you in the end. 
          
          Save yourself from cruelty and suffering. 
          
          
          
          (Tbh I am not that sad. I just want everyone to be careful so that's why I am saying something... Maybe by saying this, I can make a difference.)

@retro_heists I am here now! I slept through the notification and then some >->

@retro_heists Yeah.. your right on that

@Retro_heist You aren't hated 

Low-key dead inside but, hey! That's okay! Because it has become accessible in this society this day in age... and also because it's a Monday and all I want to do is go back to sleep. 
          
          Also did anyone do ink-tober? 
          
          I was late about 2 days so I am still catching up 

I literally just stared at a dress for 30 minutes, trying to figure out what I should wear with it. What am I turning into? I usually don't care about this stuff but I am actually caring. Some help me or end this because I don't what to care about anything anymore. I feelings have been messed with and twisted enough by a boy so just, .. End my suffering... Should I wear nude or black heels >.> they're both 6'inches 

Speedwagon 

Low key tempted to make a book full of stupid stories