@GagaiBucayo
I don't know about this and all but all these interactions got me bored out to the point that I feel very ignored... if no one would appreciate every effort I made, then what's the use of being here?
...it sucks to be underappreciated.
I love how this account could go from Lego movie 2 among us to deep psychological thoughts
Man, imagine being cancelled off after one bad thing you did long ago and have tried to move on from.
I mean, for real, I got caught up in the chaos because I rebonded with the person who cancelled me before for my behavior and yeh, they just can't stand it when they knew you did something bad and say they don't wanna see you getting over it and learning your lesson - "once you're bad, you're always bad", they say.
Bruh.
I was trying to move on from my behaviors and yet
They believed that people like me deserve to be gone forever.
No empathy.
No chances to let us explain.
No second chances to gain our favors.
It hurts to lose the people you love
Over one baggage of bad stuff.
Well, at least the backlash shows what we did wrong,
But
Are they going to agree that we moved on?
I guess that's a no to them.
They're afraid.
They gonna stick to their cancelling.
They are "doing the right thing" when we're not.
That hurts.
Cancel culture really sucks.
*thinking nowadays of making a sequel for my NATM fanfic*
...only problem. I need to plan it out first.
When you have done something wrong, and that you have been doing anything that seems weird or obscured, your friends will obviously become disappointed at you. The things you have done before, it might have made them so concerned and confused about why would they do such a thing. You might even plead them that it's not your fault...
Well, they will not agree with that and would blame every wrongdoing you done back at you, and they will obviously cut you off from their lives, ending friendships and making everyone feeling upset. That hurts.
You might end up regretting everything you did and blame yourself for all of the stuff you did, even to the point of thinking about... other things. Yeah. Sure, you have done something bad, you lost your friends, and now, you're sitting alone in your room, crying for hours on end to the point that your eyes become salmon red~
But, after all that, you will obviously start to realize that you have done that bad thing and you agree to accept it, and you forgive them anyway for what you've done. Over time, you learned yourself something and that you agree to not do that same thing again. Because, as we all know, anger can make you go out of control, fear can make you walk away from drama, and regret can make you understand what you've done.
So, if it makes it better, you should agree that you did something wrong, and try not to be like what you are in the past. Accept that it's over, there's always more doors of opportunities to open along the way ~
Got so sick, had lost my wallet (DW, mom got it covered), all those toxicity on social media ~
Dang, my life had cursed me this week.
Important note:
I'll post Chapters 8.2 and 9 probably on February. I have to work on the illustrations for the book~
Anyway, thanks for being patient with me. I know, I didn't get to finish the book..
Between finishing a fanfic and making more art, I found myself between the midst of confusion, boredom and procrastination.
Dang, if I can set a schedule for all that, but nah...
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Just letting you know - Chapter 8 for "The Impossible" is actually fricking long in the actual book. I've decided, if I have to fit the entire long chapter together, I have to split it into two parts: Part One (8.1), and Part Two (8.2).
Don't worry, it will be done in no time. Please be patient.