Missy Sarah Writer

Yeah, I never said this anywhere else but I guess I got some dream / nightmare thing where I met up with my favorite YouTuber (I can't tell you who that is except for the fact that he's famous), and after I met him in a convention, I insisted to come to my house and discuss things - there were no bodyguards, just him and me, but I can think one of them trailing us behind... by the time I arrived, I found my house destroyed - it was a small one-storey house, some of the rooms were damaged (except the kitchen and one of the bedrooms), and it was fallen by a tree. Someone was there in the scene, I think it's the culprit, but just claims they didn't do it and ran away.
          
          My YouTube idol got so devastated that he insists on helping me by making a video about my troubles and asking for donations. I don't know what happened after that but I know I got helped to repair the broken house and I thanked him for helping me. We share embraces, expressed my gratitude... yeah, my mom was there too but it was only for a short time.
          
          I have been looking up about it on Google about it and - well, my dream meant two things: 
          "a broken house represents you, whether you are afraid of a loss, a threat to your body, or a sign of being insecure"
          "dreaming about a celebrity means that you wanted to achieve something in life you want to copy from them, or a subconscious admiration of someone you know"
          
          Could that mean, I'm not secure enough to face my future?
          
          I guess I was being so afraid.
          
          Well, at least the dream ended in a good ending so yeah, there's something ~

New story posted today. Check it out.
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/392138350

APRIL FOOLS!

When it comes to crossovers, sometimes, people go over the top when making ideas for new adventures and characters to be put in the story. Yeah, I'm ok with crossovers, except when there's like 100+ characters from different shows and movies... bruh, unless this was meant to be an updated story or a long-as-heck fanfic (like the Nintendo crossover one on Fanfic.net), dang... I can't take it!
          
          Sorry, I know I respect your opinions but bruh, sometimes, it was too much - it might get forgotten later on so yeah, the next time I'm making a crossover, I'm choosing who's to come, and I can only pick a few!

...I don't know what to say if one of my favorite artists refuses to do an art trade. They think I'm not good enough. Am I being that bothersome to you, (person that I mentioned)?

I have to say this, but I felt like I'm very unappreciated now that everyone and everything I see felt better than I did. All my great efforts to gain attention were just pointless to the point of feeling like I give up on making more. I'm so tired of being unheard. Yes, I'm jealous of others who had more followers and likes on their posts like I did, and even though I am okay with it for a while, it hurted me deep down. I felt like the efforts I made were just chump change for those people, and although I admit to being shy and anxious to talk to random strangers, I still feel like I needed to get connected and have someone, my friends, even, to like my stuff and appreciate it. It would make me feeling happy when a decent pal of mine gets to like my stuff, but for that moment, it felt like I'm not happy with all this inattentiveness. I don't know... I feel like quitting... I wanted a break forever... I... just can't understand it... why...??

Welp, got tons of plans for new stuff in my head again.
          
          There's just three problems:
          1. I'm too lazy.
          2. I'm a bit stressed out with other things.
          3. I lack a complete path to solve an issue...
          
          Yeah, sorry about that.

I don't know about this and all but all these interactions got me bored out to the point that I feel very ignored... if no one would appreciate every effort I made, then what's the use of being here?
          
          ...it sucks to be underappreciated.

I love how this account could go from Lego movie 2 among us to deep psychological thoughts

Man, imagine being cancelled off after one bad thing you did long ago and have tried to move on from.
          
          I mean, for real, I got caught up in the chaos because I rebonded with the person who cancelled me before for my behavior and yeh, they just can't stand it when they knew you did something bad and say they don't wanna see you getting over it and learning your lesson - "once you're bad, you're always bad", they say.
          
          Bruh.
          
          I was trying to move on from my behaviors and yet
          They believed that people like me deserve to be gone forever.
          No empathy.
          No chances to let us explain.
          No second chances to gain our favors.
          
          It hurts to lose the people you love
          Over one baggage of bad stuff.
          Well, at least the backlash shows what we did wrong,
          But
          Are they going to agree that we moved on?
          
          I guess that's a no to them.
          They're afraid.
          They gonna stick to their cancelling.
          They are "doing the right thing" when we're not.
          That hurts.
          
          Cancel culture really sucks.