Missy Sarah Writer

Had to use someone else's WiFi as the WiFi we frequently used doesn't seem to allow me to access this site because of some ERROR 403
          
          *planning later to use mobile hotspot*

I never told this anywhere else but...
          
          I never visited Tumblr, only sparingly. I have nervous vibes and overwhelming thoughts, as browsing around the sites and seeing art of my favorite movies and shows and other stuff can make me feel like I deserve no place to stay in there for even a few several hours. I don't have other friends in that site, as I was too scared to navigate that place or even greet anybody, and I would be afraid that no one would appreciate my art. Besides, if I know one thing, their art looks better over there and it made me SUPER uncomfortable to the point I'm not going there all the time, just doing it sparingly.
          
          Call me a coward and all that, but please understand me, I was really trying to test the waters. Visiting Tumblr is like trying to dip into frigid water in a pool. Too cold to touch even for a few hours. But I was trying to get underneath for even a few feet... it seems it's too cold for me to go further.
          Also, it's the better art I saw there that would make my mind go into panic mode...
          I'm not in the mood to even stay there for a while.
          I like it on DA, despite it being a toxic place.
          Don't judge me for it.
          
          Because if I know two things, one would be that you should not insult someone who's going through a hard mental situation, and two, to let them have their fun in a place they're more comfortable with.
          

Happy new year's folks

It's crazy that I've seen some people are making religious figures as some sort of crazy ship between themselves... Sounded cringe to say the least considering they are meant to be respected and worshipped but not as some sort of toy dolls you play with to have them do the lovey-dovey stuff... Ugh. People sometimes are cringy when it comes to their favorite stuff, but that's just how things work for them and I won't bother them like that. But still, ugh.

Guess whose birthday it is.

Hi, will there be a follow-up to The RXQ Emergence?

If I don't do anything,
          it could by any of these.
          
          I might be busy on my college studies, or my temporary work. That would mean, no time to do other stuff.
          
          I might be lazying around doing nothing, just casually doing games or listening to music.
          
          I might be having inner deep thoughts about things that made me sad or angry, some are too concerning to bother, and some are too much to deal with that I would pout around, looking at people and places while feeling loneliness or anger in my head.
          
          I might have been doing other things I shouldn't talk about online because I am respecting my own privacy. No, they aren't in the bad kind, I swear.
          
          I might have lost motivation or interest somehow and coult do any work because of it. When the lost motivation or interest was caused by something distressing, either by me or someone/something else, I feel like I can't do them anymore, and just got myself stuck in a pit of lost interests. It got me hurted most and although I would try to crawl out, something in me thinks that I should stay in that pit and don't come out unless it's something exciting...
          
          So yeah, if I hadn't done anything, these might help you know.

Screw those art thieves. Especially those that don't listen at all and just post my art or anything I owned into a post or video and just claim that it's theirs.

Sometimes I find it okay to simply ignore everything bad that happened with other people that I don't know much about, as it helps me much with focusing on what I should do, because if a problem has been shared to me, that's theirs to deal with. Unless of course, if they needed help on something important or whatever. But when it got me involved I tend to be a little open but would agree to just stay off mosty, because, again, that's their thing to deal with, and I have mine.
          
          Anything to say against it, let me know.

One, when a man falls,
          The world cries,
          Hopes for his perceived future dies,
          Now trying to fix the cracks with lies.
          
          Two, when a man suffers,
          His enemies laughed away,
          His supporters tried to stay,
          The world crumbles away.
          
          Three, when he was gone,
          They recorded his fatal shot,
          The killer they couldn't got,
          The theories speak a lot.
          
          What happened after that,
          They couldn't comprehend,
          The answers they try to mend,
          Will stay like that till the end.
          
          So it seems for me
          The dreams he thinks it can be,
          All shattered without plea,
          Nothing helps to set us free.
          
          One, two, three.