I never told this anywhere else but...
I never visited Tumblr, only sparingly. I have nervous vibes and overwhelming thoughts, as browsing around the sites and seeing art of my favorite movies and shows and other stuff can make me feel like I deserve no place to stay in there for even a few several hours. I don't have other friends in that site, as I was too scared to navigate that place or even greet anybody, and I would be afraid that no one would appreciate my art. Besides, if I know one thing, their art looks better over there and it made me SUPER uncomfortable to the point I'm not going there all the time, just doing it sparingly.
Call me a coward and all that, but please understand me, I was really trying to test the waters. Visiting Tumblr is like trying to dip into frigid water in a pool. Too cold to touch even for a few hours. But I was trying to get underneath for even a few feet... it seems it's too cold for me to go further.
Also, it's the better art I saw there that would make my mind go into panic mode...
I'm not in the mood to even stay there for a while.
I like it on DA, despite it being a toxic place.
Don't judge me for it.
Because if I know two things, one would be that you should not insult someone who's going through a hard mental situation, and two, to let them have their fun in a place they're more comfortable with.