GalaxyTea101
oof, these last few post have been really depressing.
yeah idk what to do anymore
GalaxyTea101
Saltyhotchocolate
TEA!!!!
You are sad for some reason and I wanna help!
GalaxyTea101
It’s always my fault
Every little thing
It’s always me,
I’m always the stupid one.
Can’t you see how much I already hate myself?!
Can’t you see how much this hurts?! Why do you blame me for everything
Everything I didn’t do
Fine, you want an apology?
Here you go:
I’m sorry for what I didn’t do
I’m sorry for being born.
I’m sorry for ever existing.
I’m sorry
I can’t take all of the blame.
I’m slowly dying
From all of the spite, hate, and negativity
That is slowly crushing me
Shattering me into a thousand pieces
Sharp, broken, and painful.
Please....Stop.
It’s not always me.
It’s you too.
GalaxyTea101
Lots of frustration with parents and how they blame me most of the time, even when I didn’t do anything. Sigh
GalaxyTea101
1: the floor is lava!!
2: I don’t care what the floor is, pick everything up.
1: but... the floor is lava...
2: I don’t care WHAT the floor is, you’ll be in the floor in a minister if you don’t pick everything up.
Things I overhear
GalaxyTea101
I just want to forget, cause apparently that’s what I do best, right?
GalaxyTea101
Worthless.
Useless.
Not good enough.
Never good enough.
Never perfect.
These words, these thoughts
Circle in my head.
Repeating and repeating.
All the things that are said.
Why do they hate me?
Why can’t I just be normal?
Why am I even here?
I’m here because I have to be,
Clinging to a broken life,
A broken song.
A melody long forgotten.
One that will end up tearing me apart.
No one can see my pain,
For the mask I wear is strong.
But underneath lies a shattered mess,
Of what I once was.
That person is gone,
And all I am is her remains.
GalaxyTea101
@greeklife101 Not exactly, but I'm trying to stay happy. It means a lot to me that you asked though, thank you for that :)
GalaxyTea101
@Bills_Pine_Tree Eyyo