Carlijn Journalist

Dang, I have not been here for a WHILE...
          
          Hey guys! Who remembers the old times where I was still active on Wattpad? Anyone? Doesn't matter. I'm back momentarily to announce I'll probably still not be fully back for a LONG time. My life is currently mostly filled with Triple S (School, Streams and Social life), so I rarely have the time to write on here.
          
          I do, however, have a new Conductor x reader going on AO3. If you're a fan of enemies to lovers, Conductor being his usual egocentric self and that lovely tension that's in the air between both crews, I highly encourage you to check that out!
          
          As for the stories I have on here, some will be reverted back to drafts. The ones that aren't will likely be updated when my schedule (and mindset) will become a bit more calm.
          
          See you on the flipside, everyone!

Heyhey, update from my side!
          
          I think I'm gonna start a Razzbowski fanfic, so it won't be an xreader. 
          
          Furthermore, I'm in doubt about whether or not to make a prequel to Songs in the Abyss, since BatDR has been out for a little while now and my motivation is kind of returning to me.
          
          And the last thing: I might just make a Christmas-present book, which'll be kind of like my imagine and short-story books on AHiT and WWH, but with more fandoms like BatIM/BatDR, FNaF and DSMP. Let me know in the comments if you would like a book like that!
          
          That was all,
          
          GameJournalist OUT

Hey everyone,
          
          I kinda lost interest in most of my stories, but I want to start at least 1 new one. I'm thinking of making it DSMP or YouTuber-themed and it'll probably be one of my usual type of xreaders, so yeah... Keep your eye out for that!

So, a few things.
          
          1. Merry late Crimbo and happy early new year!
          2. Thank you all for the sudden support on 'Tides of Day and Night' and the continued support on older books like 'Trapped in Castle Rock' and 'Songs in the Abyss'!
          3. As you might have seen, Disconnected has been permanently removed from my list of works, because its style of writing cost me far too much energy.
          4. Go drop a follow to @DaniqueJournalist if you'd like. She's got a story about the DSMP that she's working on and I'd appreciate it if you'd be so kind to show her some support as well, cause she's trying her best!
          
          Now that that's off my chest, we can all go on with our days. Have a nice one everybody!

At night
          She lies alone
          Brain resting up
          Thoughts free to roam
          
          She wished she wrote more
          She wished she cared less
          She knew she'd been here before
          She knew it'd never bless
          her to work this hard
          Realized from the start
          
          Ever so faintly, her eyes drift to a close
          as she comes to peace with the pain in her heart
          with the stab wounds of guilt, anger and powerlessness
          She'd gotten used to those

Hey. It's 4:06 here. I haven't slept for a solid 18.5 hours and I'm not planning to. Melt my Heart is nearing its end and Disconnected is just getting started. Still little to no support on either one. Not looking for attention, simply stating facts. I do put some time into writing these, so I'm wondering what I'm doing wrong compared to these other aspiring writers, because I clearly am.

Inching towards going forever, since there would be only one person missing me it seems =D
          
          Thinking about making one last book before I go.

Might quit Wattpad. Maybe for a while. Maybe forever. If I do the first one, I'll see you guys soom and if I do the second one, I'll see y'all on the other side.

I can only feverishly wonder how a oneshot book about multiple characters with 9 parts that I spend little to no time on got to 500 reads faster than a fanfic with 20 parts about my favorite character that I really put my heart and soul into...
          
          What the h*ll, Wattpad...

Why tf is the idea of making a Blathers x reader x Conductor suddenly very intriguing...???