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Eugh, they changed the layout again? This is gross.

..Well, as long as no one's joining my RP, does anyone know of any others, preferably either just Sonic or multifandom?

When I first joined, I was so small and... Innocent. I miss those days, not caring what people thought and just living life. And someday, I'll look back on these days and say that I miss this.
          
          Strange.
          
          People in real life follow me now. There's more consequences to the things I say. It's different. Strange.
          
          I do miss those old days, though. Normally, I'd make a joke here, but... I'm done hiding from this. From myself.
          
          I don't really know why I'm writing this now. I've been nostalgic lately. I suppose that may have something to do with this.
          
          It's late... I should sleep.

After that, Wattpad changed. The format was different, strange. We were all in an outrage, making petitions and topics in the Café... Profile backgrounds were ruined. I still haven't changed mine since then. I never changed my profile picture, either, not once, even when I first joined. It's... Fitting for me. Melancholy, but ultimately hopeful.
          
          Parogar left. I was so upset. I still am.
          
          I wasn't on a lot in the past school year, because of mainly homework. Funny how something designed to help can hurt so much.
          
          Lately, one of the people I met in that roleplay hasn't been able to get on due to real-life reasons. It's strange.
          
          On Wattpad, it's been so... Quiet, lately. I don't like it. It's strange.

I found a corner of the Sonic fandom here. I created a character and joined a roleplay. It was a high school roleplay, and it was... Amazing. There, I met some of my best friends, even today.
          
          It was good for months afterwards. I loved every bit of it. I started to read Parogar's rant book, Haters Gonna Hate (now removed, along with his account), and it impacted me greatly. A lot of my views on equality and generally just being a good person come from that book.
          
          Then, I made a mistake. I took sides I an argument that I should have stayed out of. I stopped speaking to the one I hurt because I was afraid.
          
          I won't say who you are, because I suppose that would be a bit... awkward, considering how we've drifted apart since then. But anyways... I'm sorry. I'm so, so sorry. I regret my actions that day. If only I had waited for one more hour... I remember what was going on, I remember my attempts to fix it. I'm sorry.

I joined Wattpad in early 2013, I believe. I was here when I joined that roleplay so many years ago - it feels so short, like it was last week or so.
          
          I was actually introduced to the website by famous YouTuber CaptainSparklez. Do you remember that one fanfic, Why Me? He started reading it. He never finished, although the fanfic did.
          
          Anyways. Intrigued, I went to the website and looked around. I wanted to make an account, but it said that you could only join if you were 13 or older.
          
          I am now, but I was only... Eleven, back then. Good God.
          
          (Too long for the character limit, apparently. I'll split this up.)

Okay, you know what? I know that i said i would upload that Soul Eater fanfic, but... Never mind.
          
          (If you don't know what I'm talking about, don't ask.)
          
          also someone pls join my RP *sobs*

okay you now what i'm just gonna make the RP

How many people would participate in a new RP in my RP book?
          
          If so, please vote for what you want. The choices are as follows: High school and daily life. If you have an idea, ask about it!

i have to go to the doctor blehhh