Gamer_Poky

Greetings everyone. It feels weird being on this app again, seeing stupid old Intrests and stories I used to love. Either way, this app had grown with me, but now I am grown enough, I do not need this app anymore. I am deleting all my 'stories' as they are no longer who I am. My art has changed and so has my life. I supposed I can update a bit, I currently work in the Healthcare field, working in the ER to save and help lives. I have a few loving and supportive boyfriends and many friends who have grown up with me and stick by my side though thick and thin. Along with Healthcare work, I also help develop games, the main one I'm working on currently is Zoochosis. I won't lie, I probably won't open this app again, but if I do I'd love to hear how some of you guys are doing. Either way, I hope you all are well, thank you all for everything, 
          -sincerely, L'

Hai :D

You have been chosen to be showered with love enjoy~
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          Post this to everyone's wall who you think deserves all the love in the world
          
          If you get:
          1 back - you're loved
          3 back - you're popular
          5 back - you are the most lovable person out there! 
          9+ back - wow I'm jealous ^w^
          
          (You don't have to repost or anything but I had to send it to you bc your amazing ^w^) 

Guys I'm hardly on wattpad mostly instagram
          (Like seriously I checked wattpad like four times last week staying on insta and youtuber for 20 hours each day...holy shit qwq) I'm freaking tired and dont go on wattpad anymore if I do it's to read stories or sometimes post art 
          
          So yeah. Dm for my instagrams qwq

BOI

But- I'm your daughter 

The reason I act so odd and it might seem like I'm not intrested in talking to you (even if your a "friend") is because I cant know for sure if you will be fake like others. I tend to ignore help cause lots of the people have no clue what I go through and they dont know exactly how to help me. There are only a small group of people I listen to and telling you now.  You are probably not one of them I'm sure the people would know if they are one. I dont want to feel real happiness cause I know that it will soon be taken away by life and I'm scared of it. I tend to get a lot of caring people that I mostly ignore cause of past events. 
          
          Please note that sometimes I just dont want help to want to talk about my real problems so dont go pushing any crap onto me if I dont want it. I stay on wattpad for a tiny amount of people. And to read stories. That's it my books dont really matter much to me, I just do it for whatever (and for one girl who I cant send things to qwq). Just know this..please 

Hello! How are you? My name is Grace and I just wanted to say thank you for the follow! It helped make my day and I send a virtual hug as a thank you! :) 
          If it isnt too much to ask, please feel free to check out my novel Bibliophile and I truly hope you enjoy it! Updates are slow but that is purely because I want the best for my readers! Have a lovely day and stay beautiful,
          
          Grace xxx 

I am two people now..Whenever I'm in public that's when I hide me with the colors and fakeness.. but once alone..I cry..I beg for a better life to not have this desire to cut and end my life. I draw to get rid of pain in my head that just grows stronger by the day. I feel the large want to die..but..I cant cause I love this special girl and would do anything to keep her happy..that's why I live, she doesn't want me to die..but I do.
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          ....but don't worry I'm fine!! ♡

I've been so exhausted..I hardly have the energy to eat or drink anymore that when I do, I feel tired after. 
          I lay on the bed and a minute later I pass out..But I cant keep this up, I have so much work to do and I dont want to fail anyone..I thought I had it handled but I guess I didnt..I'm sorry...I guess that..I failed.