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Lauren, I never knew you. I just want to say that I looked through your wall. You are loved. I don't know why you'd take your own life. It made others lives shittier. You had some great friends. You are a great person, by what these people have said about you. Your Pete Wentz fanfic was great. Just like you were. I feel like you didn't need to take your own life. Nobody does. You were a great person who could accomplish anything she dreamed of. But someday I will follow you into the dark. 
                                                                                                         Miss you, Paris

i miss you so much
          
          you were my first internet friend and you brought me so much comfort.
          
          you were the one who got me into all time low, and to this day i still thank you for that.
          
          i miss our weird little conversations and i miss the Trash Can Bros™ so much, we don't even use the hashtag on ifunny anymore :(
          
          i miss staying up late and spamming all time low lyrics for you and elle.
          
          and now that i think about it, i really miss talking to elle too
          
          idk what happened, but we just stopped talking, and i miss it. i don't know if it was because im a kpop account now and people forgot that im an emo bitch. either way i miss it.
          
          i love you so much~
          
          -Emma

i love you okay. i miss you. you were my first ever internet friend and im grateful for that. you introduced me to so many new people.
          
          you also blessed be by getting me into All Time Low who helped me get through a lot. you had a great writing style and i loved every single one of your fics.
          
          i hope you remember the time that we wrote a fanfic about ryan ross and pete wentz pulling us out of trash cans when i hit 80 subs on ifunny. 
          
          i miss are weird little roleplay conversations. 
          
          ha remember the time me, you, and mckenna had a group chat that ended up getting her grounded. and you ate a bunch of tide pods and pete wentz had to help you remember everything.
          
          i miss you SOOOOO much. i love you, don't ever forget that. i will never forget you. 
          
          Don't ever forget that everyone in the Trash Can Bros™ loves you.
          
          we all miss you. 
          
          rest well my friend. 
          
          love you lauren.
          
          ~Emma

Hey...it’s Elle (@spooky-tidalwaves) when Lauren announced that she was leaving, she said I could take it over. The first thing I feel I have to tell you guys is what really happened to her. 
          
          
          
          As you knew (or didn’t), she was moved to a different school, but for some reason everyone there was a jerk to her. She was bullied very badly there, I always told her that everyone there was just an ass and that she shouldn’t listen to them...but I guess I didn’t help enough because she committed suicide. 
          
          
          This isn’t about me, but I’ve felt something missing from me ever since it happened. I miss her a lot, she deserved the world. She should’ve been treated like the true queen she is, but nobody could see it, the hurt and the pain. 
          
          
          You helped me through the worst part of my life, but I failed to help you. I’m so sorry I failed. I’ll love you forever. 
          
          
          I had to tell you. You all deserved to know. 
          
          
          
          Please don’t ever forget her. 
          
          
          
          

I am leaving wattpad as well guys. i don’t really talk to anyone at all and i have no idea what to do with my stories so i’ll just let Elle take over this account (if she wants to of course) 

@BaraKanYouNot art.

lol i led y’all on no update tonight sorry i need sleep because i have to wake up in like four hours 

Alex is bi. now im gonna go update a fic. 

imma go drown my sorrows in ice cream and take a 6 hour nap see ya later 

I have to get to school now see ya 
          
          (yes it starts really fucking early)