Hey my lovelies I’m not feeling good right now I am feeling a little bit the past and there’s really nothing I can really say about it I’ve battled with it for a long time and I was just in and out of the hospital day so I everyone is really out there for me like Sam long and I understand and you guys get really busy I am I want you to know you know I love you guys I care about you and the person I did just showered I do apologize I am there’s a lot of things going on right now and my heads not think it’s right I don’t have a head right now I’m not like I’m not thinking straight and stuff so you know and small general graphics I’m just not feeling well and I’m dealing with a lot of things emotionally I don’t like has doesn’t have to do with vans or anything how it’s just I want to help each and everyone of you and I want to make time for my day you know but I am I can always spend so much time with multiple people and you know I ate a owl always be here for you guys but do you know if you PM me then that’s one thing but you know please just you know stay stay away right now and I will come to you if I have a Partman It’s been a long day and I can’t really say that I feel well I’m just pretty upside down angry do I have a lot emotional stuff right now motion, my dad passing away so I will keep you posted my loves and shut out to the same login for helping me today but that’s about it I love you peeps so much I don’t want you to know you’re special and I won’t be p.m. in a lot of people as much anymore I don’t think I don’t need my account banned or anything so high that’s about it my loves