Gayashell

Hey guys, don't even remember last time I wrote on here, but I'm feeling better so I might as well explain why I didn't write at all past two months and what will I write.
          
          So what happened, very simply put, I think I developed anxiety. There were signs that I had it for a long time, they were very subtle tho, so I didn't think about it. Now, I had a lot of stress because of my period getting much worse (like it already wasn't bad), also a lot of issues with my stomach, which completely destroyed me mentally for the fist few weeks. The problem was when it got better. I started feeling anxious out of nowhere for no reason, felt tight feeling in my chest, and it brought up the stomach pains.
          I want to get checked by a psycholog, but I don't know if I should go over to my normal doctor and he will give me a contact or if I should find one myself. 
          
          To the writing. I just started writing Sanji x Zoro one-shot book. Believe me, I want to finish the Takita Aizawa series as soon as possible, but I'm writing about it so long already I don't feel the spark of it anymore. What I will do is, write a few one-shots or more and if I'll feel like it, I'll try to go back to writing the Takita Aizawa rewrite and then luckily finish the villain version.
          
          Before I'll end this, if you have any advices on finding a psycholog I will be happy to read them.

So, a little update on my life and writing :
          My ears are fine, I didn't even have to go to the doctor. I'm still pretty sensitive to nearby sounds, but they don't hurt anymore so that's good:)
          To my writing. 
          I'm currently working on the rewrite of the book Takita Aizawa. Spoiler, it will not be done anytime soon. Not only I have to go over to the original all the time to look what you guys liked and try to put it in the rewritten version, but I also had in-person school for some time now and it's really limiting my time to write. Thank god there will be summer brake in one month so I'll hopefully get back on my old track.
          
          I think that's everything so I hope you'll have a nice day and also happy Pride month!!!
          ♥️

So I was thinking about my story Takita Aizawa and came to conclusion, that it may be a good idea  to rewrite it.
          A lot of people really like it even though the grammar is really shitty and the only word after direct speech is said (‍♀️), plus I came up with a connection to the villain version (ya'all gon cry) so it would be good to change some things in order for it to be accurate and make sense.
          I already kind of decided that I would do it so I'm not really asking if ya'll would like that, but I'm just kind of announcing it here since most of the people following me follow me because of that story (I'm also gonna announce it in the book in case no-one will decide to react to this as ya'll always like to do).
          
          That's it, have a nice day and hope your daughter will be gay.

So, even though I know that no-one will most likely answer, I need to ask serious question so please at least read.
          
          I have been very sensitive to sounds and my ear has been hurting for the past week now.
          I have found what it could be, but I'm not really sure and it's from Google so.
          What I found  is Hyperacusis, but I hope it's not that because it takes time to heal and doesn't have to at all (you also have to go to sound therapy for it to heal ).
          I'm most likely gonna call my doctor in the morning and ask him if he thinks if it's serious or not so I don't go all over to the ear doctor that is 30 minutes away for nothing.
          
          Would be really happy and grateful if anyone would share their medical view or experience with me.
          Love ya'll even though you act like deaf rocks and in case thanks.

Was reading a story and there was a little bit kinky chapter with some choking (not into that shit, but the story had beautiful plot, story, the way the writer wrote it was just chefs kiss so at the end I quite enjoyed even the choking).
          And someone wrote in the comments a Corpse Husband reference from his song e-girls are ruining my life. Normally, that person would gain a shit ton of respect from me, because I freaking love Corpse (not only his music, but also his among us streams), but. A really big but. That motherfucker had the audacity to fuck up the first. Fucking. Most. Obvious. Sentence. In. The. Song.
          
          "choke me like you hate me like you love me"....
          
          That's literally what he wrote. Choke me like you hate me LIKE you love me????!!!! Really?!!!?
          But hold on. It gets better.
          After a few weeks from me correcting the first guy, some another guy came into the comments and was like "aye, I know this song, imma add the another sentence" (you know, like everyone does when someone starts with some song's lyrics)
          You know what he wrote?
          
          "Low-key wanna date me, but you fuck me".....
          
          WHAT THE FUUUUCKKKK!!!! THE LYRICS ARE SO. FUCKING. OBVIOUS!!! AND YOU TWO IDIOTS FUCKED IT UP TWO TIMES RIGHT AFTER EACH OTHER!!!!! THE. FUUUUUUUUUUUUCK.
          
          If someone doesn't know what's going on, just go check out Corpse's song that I mentioned at the start.
          Also, sorry for the yelling (you know what I mean), but my day has been ruined and I want to die (time to put on agoraphobic).
          Thank you for reading and see you next time at whatever shit I come up with next.
          
          
          

Was just writing something about Hogwarts being cursed by some gay spirit and my mind actually came up with theory that Dumbledore casted some spell that slowly made some percentage of people in Hogwarts gay (like lol wtf) which would only make sense in my stories and mind where I literally ship Harry x Draco, Blaise x Draco, Blaise x Dean, Remus x Sirius and lots of another homo shit.
          Anyways welcome to my gay theories where I will theorize about gay shit. I will be very happy if someone would theorize with me and help me feel like someone is actually reading my posts.
          Thanks 

Now tell me ya'll, How many people thinks I'm a guy

Finally posted my Harry Potter fanfiction so I would be very happy if ya'all would check it out

Hey guys, just want to tell you I'm going to upload a Harry Potter fanfiction soon.
          Be ready cuz it's lit (at least in my opinion)

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