GayChristmas2

Bro for the first time ever I can actually say that after being 18 for 6 years, I’m actually 18 now lol. Christ it’s good to come back

hotlinedoll

Bae are you alive

GayChristmas2

@HotlineDoIl yeet. Honestly expect it to get tough when you suddenly remember old stories that you never got to finish and which you lost the name too, comfort stories, and to sometimes find one randomly and be so excited, and to loose that one book that you wanna re read because of the comfort it brought. Honestly, a silver writting is that this will probabaly give you knew horizons book wise, you still have the same interests, but youll get new reccommendations, and who knows, you could find a whole knew genre that you really like, or maybe find a new trope. THis is a new chance fot the algorith to take you farther, so yay. Good luck man
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hotlinedoll

I had more than 500 stories in my reading lists on my old account, all my effort of keeping count on what stories I read are gone. We are going through it
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GayChristmas2

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@HotlineDoIl shit right. I knew you were familiar. Welp, i am indeed alive if not barely, and i get it, getting banned is shit. I still cant find all the books on my second banned account, so now a days i put them all in a list.
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GayChristmas2

I am currently reading perlia fanfiction, and im warming up a bit more to it, as long as its not the focus. I will defeat this aversion, and i will be the most powerful reader, able to read anything without so much as change in their facial expression. If ive written solangelo fanfiction with will fukcing the daylights out of nico while hades!mortal watches semiinvoluntarily, then getting enraptured in it, having enetered and being confined my magic inside by will because nico and him were doing a whole kidnapper victim thing, and hades had initially jut enetered to give nico a happy birthday gift, in church while having my mother and my sister next to me, i can fukcing deafeat perlia

GayChristmas2

criesin perlia* i dont understand how, but i hope to god that they repect that percys first and true is annabeth, then comes thalia and percy, that, in my grief, and quite literally tears, is all i hope so.ii--i--i-i-i-i-i--i-i-i-i--i-i-i......im being converted, first , it was perachel at 11, the pernico at 13, then percyxjasonxnico, then lukexpercy, then lukexpercyxoctavian, then all the olimpiansx percy+a/b/o, all of these sometimes being 50k+ words, and yet, this is my first encpounter with perlia, and yet, even though i am a heathen, and i have seen, heard, and read all sorts of things, this non sexual, fairly fluffy read, has me still currently sobbing and haveing such a viceral reaction. I suppose, i will grow to love, but this is the most challenging thing yet, and i was raised christian, youth preacher,i wa the kid who reported that one time that i saw the word gay on the back a book, and this has been my toughest tine accepting a new ship.Nonetheless, i will, goddammit, grow to love, i will accept the ship, and eventually, learn to ship as well. I cant belive im still crying haha. im sobbing so much im hiccuping goddammit... 
          
          for some reason, after reading dub con,  r@pe, cannibalism, body horror, detailed torture, ive never experienced such painful, disgusting to th epoint of nausea and physical shivers (actually first time for that one) ive never had such a reaction, except with perlia(percyxthalia). May the gods save us all.

GayChristmas2

Void, you know that one moment where you realize that maybe, perhaps, you got exposed to shi- to early? Like i recently realized that 9 going on 10 is not a good age to star reading smutty, kinda trashy ao3 fics, and consequently transfer to wattpad till to this day i th most dirty minded fukcer youll see in a while

sa1ntine

So i read your comment aaying yoy knwo what is ash's username, share it to me plsss.

GayChristmas2

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Oh hello. Its @LadyYandereShane . Warning, lord’s books are dark as fuck, toxic as hell and easy to romanticize so beware. I reccommend you read the books in order as well. Right now, one of the authors best books (Carvalle: School of Psycopaths) is currently under editing, but you can read the books that come before it in the timeline if you dont wanna wait for updates, which are fairly quick. Also, hope you enjoy the books! Real quick:  plugging my reading list Goddam. List of books where the author’s and that book are so effing good. Ok, im done now. Thanks for reading
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GayChristmas2

Me listening to deathnote by vxnity, and being inspired to write a wbole ass book on how i would perfect serial killing in the deathnote jniverse in a way that i dlnt ge t caught and or similar. My ideas are running wild and km seriously considering it since it will inflame my ego. Anyway, how are yall?