sam/cedar

Sixth grade me was WILD damn.

My life isn’t a story but when and where will it end? I keep putting commas and coloins and semi-coloins. When will the sentence end?
               But if my life were a story how would it start? Would you get to read the trauma? Or hear the deepest secrets, maybe you’d get to be emotionally attached to me. I’m not the main character, hell not even the best friend. I’m the villain in this story. I’m the only one stopping the hero from “emerging” and fighting their biggest fears. Maybe you’d want to enter this story just to hold my hand.
             A couple of weeks ago I was harassed. I was deadnamed and misgendered publicly. My own mother deadnamed me. The teachers at my school continue to misgender me. The GT coordinator at my school deadnames me just cause she thinks she can. 
              Stop asking if everything’s alright because it’s not. I’m dying inside, crying inside, screaming inside. I’m keeping everything inside, you’ll never see my angry, or sad, or anything because I wear a mask with a smile for hours at a time.
               I don’t deserve the kindness that gets thrown my way. I’m an easy target for bullying, but no one does. 
          
          If you ever want to get in touch with me outside of Wattpad here are my @s
          TT: @imjustaloverman
          Insta:@localalienfanboi
          Discord: yourcrazyowldad#9986

Hi loves,
          I, sadly, have to do inform you that I have fallen out of the One Direction fandom. I will remain a solo Harry and Louis stan, and, as always, ship Larry. So IDWBYFIWKYL and Wattpad, won’t be finished, I’m so sorry. I want you all to know that I love you all and can’t wait to see how my accounts grows as I grow. 
          I have to get a little bit controversial, I do not support Zayn and everything that’s going on around him currently. I’m not picking sides here just saying I don’t support him.
          I hope everyone has a pleasant holiday and I hope to hear good things from all of you. 
          Much love,
          Sam

Chapter 3! https://www.wattpad.com/1147088299-photograph-movie%2Brain

https://www.wattpad.com/1138357116-photograph-the-first-photo-shoot YAY I DID IT CHAPTER 2!

I love you<3

Hey can you check out my book pls? I just started it https://www.wattpad.com/1113627061-photograph-just-a-bit-about-this

I cant die till I meet Haz and Lou. Someone get me tickets.

My best friend who passed in 2018, would’ve been turning 13 this year. November 16, will be 3 years since she passed. November 20, was her birthday.

If my life were a story, i don’t know when it’ll end, but I hope it’s not soon. Don’t worry. I know that it be hard to tell if I’m the main character, but if you were reading it, you’d know my darkest secret. You’d see the stuff I put up with everyday. And the things in my past I’m scared for people to see.
          
          Y’all if you have tiktok or Instagram my @s are 
          IG: @yourlocalalienfanboi
          TT: @emem_laufeyson_28