AggressionDepression

Well, my bff/crush kissed me twice and said she'd be my gf but she's moving to the next city and her last long distance relationship sucked cause her bf was a bitch. Everyone thinks I'd be sad, I mean, yea, I really like her but I honestly can't tell if I'm sad to be sad or sad cause depression so does it really matter. I mean, she's probably gonna forget she said when we're older and date Abby. I can't do anything but wait. It's whatever right. I'll live through this, sadly.

Dudes, I was high asf yesterday and today. Sadly I'm slightly buzzed currently cause it's been a bit but damn. Being happy for once is awesome. I missed that shit

Wanna know what hurts worse then nobody notices you have depression? When they notice your best fucking friend has depression. What's worse is, yea, she has depression, but that depression runs in her mom's side of the family. She doesn't have to explain why she's so sad, it's inherited feelings. She got depression pills from my mom and I broke down. Pulled the hoodie over my eyes and cheeks while I was silently crying my eyes out. My mom said I looked like a dork. My friend kept asking me why I was crying but I can't tell her I'm just so jealous of her. That will hurt her. She'll give me her pills because she's a kind person. I haven't cried in 5 FUCKING MONTHS. I'm still crying. I just wanna scream. I'm so fucking weak. Why the fuck won't these stupid feelings stop overflowing, my heart was big enough to keep them in for so long. Why now? Fuck

Omg, I was walking around the house in my black goth outfit with a giant Kitchen Knife. My mom was eating something. I walked up to her door way saying, "Insert Scary Music", she's like, "STOP IT", she saw me and once she saw the knife her face went from  then I went to put the knife back and she's like, "You're too Psycho for me" 

I woke up at 4:20am. Yesterday I woke up at exactly 3:00am. What's with these times. One's 420 of you understand and the other is the witches hour. Anyways, yesterday I had a nightmare about being chased by Toga but instead of me Simping over her I was scared of her and Dabi, I also had a husband and I was old. I was also in St. Pete at my dad's house but instead of by the bus stop, the drug house was across the street and that was their base. Today I had a normal dream, though I don't know what it was about. Even so, I had a panic attack when I woke up. I was freaking out until 4:33am, I was also trying to wake my sister, Peytan, up cause we were staying the night at a friend's house. She told me her mom, Tiffany, would get Peytan up on time since my friend, Ara's brothers are in her school. Now they're upstairs, they came up as I was writing that last sentence. Anyways, have a nice day/night ❤❤❤

Follow @That_bitch_b_ on Tik Tok, she's my older half sister. Such a beautiful girl. Hope you're having a nice day

First of all, I'm such an annoying shit, I'm sorry. Second, I'm finally writing something not completely run in Crackhead Energy. It's 5:32 PM so definitely not Crackhead Energy. It's not a fanfic, it has my OC's and pictures I found off the internet. They look awesome. It's about Hybrids and stuff but also in High School, if course, I can't make the prologue by myself. I'm asking my mom for assistant but she's not helping any further cause I have cursing problems. Everything should be explained in the Prologue but pretty much, it's about a Phoenix Witch Girl who doesn't know how to use her powers. Phoenix's are very rare creatures cause they look the coolest.  

OMG FUCKIN SHITS. We're playing Kahoot in Chorus and since we could pick our names I was PansexualWeeb. Stupid little fucker girl was like, "That's not very appropriate", what's inappropriate about my sexuality. Please tell me. Worse part, fuckin teacher deleted me. I'm not participating. Fuck you

HEY YOU! You ship NALU! You are now my favorite person XD

HOLY FUCKING HELL, I JUST FOUND OUT ONE OF MY NEIGHBORS ARE GAY. I also just tried to explain to my mom what straight Tik Tok is.... She's so stupid