Gayandveryafraid

Loona fans scare me

Gayandveryafraid

I’ll be honest, I actually missed writing. I kinda want to publish that Lucifer story that I mentioned in one of my recent requested stories, but I haven’t really finished it to the point I’ll be okay with letting anyone else read it. If I revive enough interest for it, I might post it, and or give bits of what is written now and see what people think of it. I do want to get that story out there, I come up with ideas for it almost every night trying to go to sleep and I don’t really want to keep it to myself, it’s kinda like discovering something that could be the cure to something and not really seeing if it will actually work.
          And I know I should be asleep now but like, wtf is sleep at this point.
          
          Also, for any Fanders out there, how does Remus make you feel?
          

Gayandveryafraid

Everything is a huge ball of emotion for me right now, with T.O.P's condition and everything. I'm trying to stay strong and not worry about it too much but I can't. I've discovered I'm the type of person to stress over the smallest of things, and if you add the fact I have a hard time with connecting to my emotions, it makes matters worse for when I do connect. 
          It feels like I've been hit by the worlds largest brick thrown by the strongest man alive. But for T.O.P, I'm going to stay strong. Fighting! 
          
          I'm sorry for this I just need somewhere to rant...