Gayandveryafraid

Loona fans scare me

Gayandveryafraid

I’ll be honest, I actually missed writing. I kinda want to publish that Lucifer story that I mentioned in one of my recent requested stories, but I haven’t really finished it to the point I’ll be okay with letting anyone else read it. If I revive enough interest for it, I might post it, and or give bits of what is written now and see what people think of it. I do want to get that story out there, I come up with ideas for it almost every night trying to go to sleep and I don’t really want to keep it to myself, it’s kinda like discovering something that could be the cure to something and not really seeing if it will actually work.
          And I know I should be asleep now but like, wtf is sleep at this point.
          
          Also, for any Fanders out there, how does Remus make you feel?
          

Gayandveryafraid

High School is so tiring like please send help. I thought it was hard being a Freshman last year, I was so wrong. Not to mention my school had a whole different schedule this year and I honestly hate it, but I’m going to have to get over it

Gayandveryafraid

Everything is a huge ball of emotion for me right now, with T.O.P's condition and everything. I'm trying to stay strong and not worry about it too much but I can't. I've discovered I'm the type of person to stress over the smallest of things, and if you add the fact I have a hard time with connecting to my emotions, it makes matters worse for when I do connect. 
          It feels like I've been hit by the worlds largest brick thrown by the strongest man alive. But for T.O.P, I'm going to stay strong. Fighting! 
          
          I'm sorry for this I just need somewhere to rant...