GayeeCalderon

May...problema po ba kayo? 

It's back again. Those nights that I just suddenly feel an overwhelming sadness. Or maybe it didn't really go away. I'm just tired. I'm drowning. I'm asking for help but I think I can't be saved. I'm tired.

I just realized, I haven't read any Wattpad story for more than a year now. And I can hardly finish any book. Reader's block is real

I still get thoughts of ending my life. Idk how to deal with my emotions anymore. I'm drowning but I am the one who is creating my own sea in the first place. I'm runnimg out of breath but I am the one who is holding it. I'm tired. I wanna rest. But how?

Today's a good day to die

You were the one who made me feel like I was never lonely and will never be lonely again. You made me feel like I was accepted for who and what I am regardless of my appearance and my size. You made me feel like I was worthy of being loved when even I can't love myself. But now, you're out of my life and I'm startibg to feel lonely, unaccepted, worthless and unloved all over again. I'm tired.

This night is one of those nights where I just can't gather all my shit up. My heart feels so heavy and I feel so tired. And now, my tears just won't stop falling.

Fuck! Why am I hurting so much; for myself and for the people around me? Please stop. My heart can't bear it anymore

I’m really suffering from a book slump and I badly want to be free from it  I’ve read something online and it said that a way to get out of that situation is by trying to read a book you’ve read before which got your interest. I’m trying to read Dan Brown’s The Da Vinci Code and so far I’m on chapter 32. But the sad thing is I’m on that chapter for  4 days already 

If your into horror you should watch this game play of this psychological horror https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tg6no7MNzyI