AIGHT- Im gonna rant all my tea
I have this friend, and she's been my friend for 5 years now, But the other day I had this dream that I was fcking her, And it made it super awkward when we hung out today- cause literally that was all I could think about- And now I legit don't know if I actually have a crush on my best friend or not cause it feels wrong but at the same time it doesnt-
So after she left my house today my parents didn't talk to me much, which was unusual cause they always want to annoy me- Then I realized that they legit probably all think im weird or annoying, So ever since my friend went home, I've locked myself in my room and I haven't eaten since 10 am, Its currently 12:30 rn, Im kinda hungry but I dont wanna feel like a nuisance to everyone
I legit feel like everyone hates me and wishes I was dead, And if not I annoy tf out of them and it makes me wanna jump off a roof cause I just want people to like me
I legit made everyone mad today cause of my own short temper and I literally feel like crying but I physically cant-