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https://youtu.be/yk2V5I78aHg?t=242 Ok please what this I. Here’s to spread bpd  which I have

I can’t get back into my Snapchat I’m freaking out  I can’t do it when you long back in is it meant to take 20 mins I need help I’m on the verge of tears I need help

All I want to do is cry it’s 10:11pm on a school night I just got a wave of depression I don’t know what to do I’m stressing out. I’m thinking if soulmates are real or not and if they are I probably won’t have one because I’m fucked up in the head I have cut my self  and I will do it again  they only one that’s trying to help is Pocky-Kitty . I can’t believe I even have a girlfriend I mean I’m ugly, I’m meantle , My mum says I need to loose weight but my friend said I’m skinny I have no clue what to do my friend is moving states and I don’t want them to I’m loosening my friends. They keep ditching me are leaving me out of things  I just want help please I’m going crazy my mum threatened to put me in a meantle  hospital and I’m not even 14 I have no idea on what to do I’m just scared

I just got a random wave of depression it fucking sucks and I’m thinking bad things that involve me dying . I MEAN WHY HAVE A SOCIAL LIFE WHEN YOU HAVE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD! What if I died would any one care at all. Just tell me if you see this what would you do if I killed my self and you saw this a minuet to late and I killed my self what would you do then.

Ok one thing how in the hell do I talk to my girlfriend I can’t because of my social anxiety and all my mantle  disorders such as a tic disorder, ADHD, depression, anxiety and ASD and maybe  more but still I have no idea please I need help also she love anime and pocky at least we play touch together is that a starter???

happy pride month! friends?