I... I can't believe I'm saying this but I'm giving up. I'm giving up that you'll ever be back. I'm just going to try and live my life and stop obsessing over you someday being back. I will always savor every moment we spent, every roleplay we did, everytime you made me laugh. Everytime you made me cry. Just if you read this ever just know that I love you and if you are reading this try and dm me, because I really want to be able to talk again even if I know that'll never happen because you're dead or you've moved on and left us behind.
-Much love, Finch