@ Gaymess21 aah, noo. I get it. I also don't have very close friends but I have at least my family is good with me. I'm so sorry.
Like, I don't know if this is a stupid Idea but maybe you can meet people online? Like, Internet friends? Or wait, you can send out a Balloon or a bottle Post and maybe you'll get a Letter friend:D
Or, you can talk to me:)
Wait, just for clarification. The "hyperactive bull" is you, right?