GaysDontSleep2
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I hate my dad sm. I hate him. I hate him. I hate him. God I hate him. I could've had a decent life. I actually just hate every single man I've ever met. None of them have ever been good to me. Ever. And every woman ik defends them. It is such shit how brainwashed women are to accept the misogyny and disgusting words and actions men throw at us. God I feel so disgusting every time a man speaks to me without me engaging first, if a man touches me I will crash out I am mentally unstable ok I admit it I cannot do this anymore. I can't imagine myself loving a man or marrying one or having kids with one. I can't even imagine myself living past 30 on my own let alone suffering with a man next to me. When a man is near me I physically feel such a strong sense of unease and illness in my gut. I feel unsafe.
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@GaysDontSleep2 that's so fucked up that you've had to go through sm - esp at your age. I can only hope that, somewhere & sometime, you will find one who will respect you - emotionally, mentally, & physically. Believe it or not, there are some decent ones out there but I'm afraid that you prob won't find one where you live. For now, concentrate on your mom & the baby. Maybe, you could think about going to a college out-of-state? You prob haven't even thought about just what you want to get into yet but that's also something to think about. If you have Discord, or you ever get it, hit me up & message me that it's you. I don't get on often but, if you need to talk to someone, I'm here for you. At my age, I've seen a lot.
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