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GaysDontSleep2
GaysDontSleep2
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I need to catch a fkn break at some point dont I? Nana dying, my family is down 4 vehicles and sharing two between all of us, now the family dog is missing, our oldest dog who's 6 years old. My mom's bum ass husband let him and our second oldest dog out to potty before we went to a graduation dinner for my bsf and my two siblings and never brought them back inside. When we got home our girl dog, Belle, was on the porch, but the oldest dog, Axle, was nowhere around the neighborhood or anything. My mom's husband is always so fkn high and drunk he can't even think straight enough to put the dogs in, this isnt the first time, this was a daily thing its just the first time I wasnt there to remind him to bring them inside bc I was busy w the baby and getting myself ready as well. Now its been well over 24 hrs and Axle has never been gone this long, ever. He usually shows up the same night covered in mud from chasing some animal by the creak and getting himself tired, so our fear is he was either shot, run over, or hurt on smth and died in the woods. I cant stand that ugly ass loser my mom married istg.
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@VailedStarz yes yes thank you, girl. I saw an ad for some like neighborhood app the other day, and I was like hm I wonder if anyone has it too. But I do live in pretty dingy neighborhood so I assume probably not many people are on it bc we have a Facebook group for the neighborhood but I was gonna try it anyways. I really dont think hes alive, we have practically spoken to every person in our area and we have posts and people looking in another county over too, I really think bc my other dog came home at all smth bad happened, she wouldn't have left him otherwise. But I am going to try that app, I didnt see an ad for that one specifically it was a different one but im gonna try it
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@GaysDontSleep2 maybe try creating an account with NextDoor? Have you ever tried it? or even heard of it? I had not til recently. Look it up. People in your area might have some clue or at least know to look
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@VailedStarz yes, we dont have very many and the ones we do have are turning people, especially strays and such, away bc of overcrowding. They are euthanising dogs and the no kill shelters are turning every dog and animal away rn. We dont have animal control, we do have a few search teams but it cost money we just dont have right now. I am looking for a team that might help or maybe a volunteer team. I really dont think hes alive anymore, Belle the dog who ran away w him, shes so depressed and she came home alone she would never do that otherwise I really believe she wouldn't, I just wish I knew for sure though bc yk Ill never know unless we find his body or find him yk. I've posted on every social media but TikTok bc my accounts on TikTok are secret accounts so Im just hoping someone will go in the woods, hunting, doing whatever they do and find him at some point, dead or not, or someone might see him in the street now that his face is everywhere. I mean my entire Facebook is just lost dog pages now and his face being shared all over so I really hope we find him. Im just so stressed I haven't been able to fall asleep before 3 am since he went missing Saturday.
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My Nana, my dad's mom, is back in the hospital again. She's on a ventilator this time and its bad, she was taken yesterday by an ambulance and I haven't heard much until now and all my dad says is shes not doing very good. He's going to try and see her at the hospital and see whats happening now. God shes such a cunt but shes my Nana and I love her despite everything bc she helped raise me and loved me enough that I didnt register my dad being gone when he was and my mom was at work. I cant cry rn ughh on mother's day too. Please, shes very religious, if you pray pls pray for her and if not then hope she gets better or is at least not in any pain rn.
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Going to church for the first time since I deconstructed lol my sister wants to bring the baby and my mom wanted me to go w her so I agreed bc it also gives me anxiety for my sister to take him anywhere alone she has way too much anxiety and freaks out everytime he cries. It's probably been a good 5 or 6 years since I went, luckily this one is full of strangers so no one who knows anything abt me
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Nothing better than the days between hair wash day where you shower before bed and dont have to gts w wet hair and you put lotion on, wash your face, smell delicious and climb into a clean bed and read smut
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Im actually addicted to coffee but also using reaction images for EVERYTHING. I have a folder specifically for them, and its literally half the reason I kept my old phone bc I couldn't transfer my stuff to my new one
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I got my nose pierced finally! Me and my mom had Lucas and we were going to get groceries in town, so we stopped for Beignets and coffee and then I realised we were right next to the tattoo/piercing shop so I said "Momma take me to get my nose pierced". I thought she'd say no bc we were alrdy in town for a while but she pulled over there, gave me the money and I went inside. He didn't even mark my nose just cleaned it said deep breath and shoved that shit through omg one single tear left my eye lmfao I love it though, it matches my moms
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@VailedStarz lol honestly until yesterday and today I haven't thought abt boogers bc I mean winters over but my allergies just kicked in yesterday morning and man, I was sneezing all day yesterday and I always want to grab my nose when I sneeze bc if I dont I sneeze SO loud (ToT) and I did and it hurt and w sneezing comes snot and then yk boogers so now there are some behind the piercing bar and theyre bothering me so bad. But also I use saline spray to clean it and that makes my nose run too so it definitely is smth you deal with when getting a piercing just probably not smth ppl wanna talk abt lol
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Also, your mom is much, Much, younger than mine. That makes a difference - unless you're a customer at my workplace.
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@GaysDontSleep2 seems like any boogers would just attach themselves to the ring. That's why I hate even the idea of it. I know some people & I've always been told that doesn't happen but...
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Um why did i not know or realize the Alpha Mates rewrite is available on Amazon Kindle!? I just bought it, not because I need to in order to read it, i can get her patron, but I want to support Tippy and I've been using Kindle a lot so I thought why not. I'm still getting her Patreon anyways bc I NEED those extras like I need air.
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I promise no one screamed as loud as me when I saw "Omega" by Tippy was being put out! I've been waiting since the first time (of the at LEAST 20) I've read Alpha Mates for Peter's story you don't understanddd ugh I'm forcing myself to stay away for a while and then I'm setting a reminder for a few months or so from now to check back in and read it I'm so excitedddd I am enjoying the excitement and happiness future me will feel
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@VailedStarz I was on her patreon too but I dont have a job rn so I had to leave it she was always much more active on there tho so I didn't know abt Peter's story coming this year or this soon at all (*^^*) im super excited I remember most of the Alpha Mates rewrite being done when I last used Patreon though, im gonna have to reread as well I miss them so much I never read Beta Mates though I can't do the angst but I think im gonna have to force myself to read it. (ToT)
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@GaysDontSleep2 Peter's story?? Omfg! I haven't been keeping up since I started working extra days - even though I'm on her Patreon. I'm gonna need to start the series completely over now. Idek if the rewrite of Alpha Mates got finished tbh
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I got a new phone finally! My samsung I had was 4 years old and I just got the new one released this year the a17 and I like it! It's big though, a little bigger than my old one, but I don't mind, it just means I don't have to go get myself a tablet to read on now lol