GaysDontSleep2

Just a little happy update today, I started a new job! And it's one where my baby brother goes with me and we stay together all day! I'm a full time babysitter, I did 12 HOURS of babysitting today on my first day lol. Luckily they're my little cousins, but it is my first time ever meeting them bc they lived far away before now they just moved closer and needed a sitter and I said yk I stay home alone with an infant all day why not go babysit a 7 yo and a 4 yo too? And I get paid! So win win, keep my brother close ad out of daycare and I get money and I get to know my cousins! And they're both girls and they're both so freaking sweet! 

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I need to catch a fkn break at some point dont I? Nana dying, my family is down 4 vehicles and sharing two between all of us, now the family dog is missing, our oldest dog who's 6 years old. My mom's bum ass husband let him and our second oldest dog out to potty before we went to a graduation dinner for my bsf and my two siblings and never brought them back inside. When we got home our girl dog, Belle, was on the porch, but the oldest dog, Axle, was nowhere around the neighborhood or anything. My mom's husband is always so fkn high and drunk he can't even think straight enough to put the dogs in, this isnt the first time, this was a daily thing its just the first time I wasnt there to remind him to bring them inside bc I was busy w the baby and getting myself ready as well. Now its been well over 24 hrs and Axle has never been gone this long, ever. He usually shows up the same night covered in mud from chasing some animal by the creak and getting himself tired, so our fear is he was either shot, run over, or hurt on smth and died in the woods. I cant stand that ugly ass loser my mom married istg.

My Nana, my dad's mom, is back in the hospital again. She's on a ventilator this time and its bad, she was taken yesterday by an ambulance and I haven't heard much until now and all my dad says is shes not doing very good. He's going to try and see her at the hospital and see whats happening now. God shes such a cunt but shes my Nana and I love her despite everything bc she helped raise me and loved me enough that I didnt register my dad being gone when he was and my mom was at work. I cant cry rn ughh on mother's day too. Please, shes very religious, if you pray pls pray for her and if not then hope she gets better or is at least not in any pain rn. 

Going to church for the first time since I deconstructed lol my sister wants to bring the baby and my mom wanted me to go w her so I agreed bc it also gives me anxiety for my sister to take him anywhere alone she has way too much anxiety and freaks out everytime he cries. It's probably been a good 5 or 6 years since I went, luckily this one is full of strangers so no one who knows anything abt me 

Nothing better than the days between hair wash day where you shower before bed and dont have to gts w wet hair and you put lotion on, wash your face, smell delicious and climb into a clean bed and read smut 

Im actually addicted to coffee but also using reaction images for EVERYTHING. I have a folder specifically for them, and its literally half the reason I kept my old phone bc I couldn't transfer my stuff to my new one 

I got my nose pierced finally! Me and my mom had Lucas and we were going to get groceries in town, so we stopped for Beignets and coffee and then I realised we were right next to the tattoo/piercing shop so I said "Momma take me to get my nose pierced". I thought she'd say no bc we were alrdy in town for a while but she pulled over there, gave me the money and I went inside. He didn't even mark my nose just cleaned it said deep breath and shoved that shit through omg one single tear left my eye lmfao I love it though, it matches my moms 

Um why did i not know or realize the Alpha Mates rewrite is available on Amazon Kindle!? I just bought it, not because I need to in order to read it, i can get her patron, but I want to support Tippy and I've been using Kindle a lot so I thought why not. I'm still getting her Patreon anyways bc I NEED those extras like I need air. 

I promise no one screamed as loud as me when I saw "Omega" by Tippy was being put out! I've been waiting since the first time (of the at LEAST 20) I've read Alpha Mates for Peter's story you don't understanddd ugh I'm forcing myself to stay away for a while and then I'm setting a reminder for a few months or so from now to check back in and read it I'm so excitedddd I am enjoying the excitement and happiness future me will feel