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@VailedStarz I was on her patreon too but I dont have a job rn so I had to leave it she was always much more active on there tho so I didn't know abt Peter's story coming this year or this soon at all (*^^*) im super excited I remember most of the Alpha Mates rewrite being done when I last used Patreon though, im gonna have to reread as well I miss them so much I never read Beta Mates though I can't do the angst but I think im gonna have to force myself to read it. (ToT)

@GaysDontSleep2 Peter's story?? Omfg! I haven't been keeping up since I started working extra days - even though I'm on her Patreon. I'm gonna need to start the series completely over now. Idek if the rewrite of Alpha Mates got finished tbh

@VailedStarz thank you thank you! Happy late birthday to you!! Also I love being a Pisces lol

@GaysDontSleep2 
            Happy Belated Birthday fellow Pisces.
            Mine was Thursday; it was busy as hell with just stuff I needed to get done.. We did Denny's after work Friday though.
            I'm glad you had a good day. You needed one.
            

@hyunjinlovesfelixxxx THANK YOUUUU and happy late bday I didn't say it when I replied to ur to her comment (^○^)

ALSO HAPPY BIRTHDAY YAYYAYYYY :3

THATS WHAT IVE BEEN SAYING DUDE TIME FLIES BY SO FAST I LITERALLY JUST TURNED 16 WHAT THE HELLY

@VailedStarz 
            Aaaaw, I hope he feels better soon. Not rolling yet is not a bad thing - esp if it's cause of being chunky. In fact, when you think about how small he was, that's actually pretty good. I remember that happening with one of my cats. I had to take him out & keep him living for the the 1st while; then he grew big.
            
            Wattpad is a bitch sometimes. Usually. I had to login even though I already was. I had to log out 1st ofc. smh
            It's all good. I got worried but I knew you had to be ok, at least on your part, cause of your brother. I know that, being there for him, is at the very top of your list rn

@VailedStarz aww I'm gonna cry (ToT) I didn't see this bc Wattpad was giving me issues and logged me out and kept saying re-login required but not letting me log in. Im very grateful fornmy little Wattpad communitynand friends ive gotten over the years, very grateful for you too bc you reply to like every message I put up and I always know I have someone who will listen (or read lol) to me when I need advice and help or need to rant and know that despite our age difference I am always here to listen to you too, if you ever need to talk about anything pls dont be scared to give me your little rants on my message board (preferably bc wattpad doesnt send me notifications for some reason :-(  ) also my brother is doing super good, hes big and healthy and on track for everything (except rolling over bc hes a little chunky but doctors say thats fine lol) and hes got a little cold rn he keeps getting them but its nothing serious and doctor says rest and eating good is all we can do so thats what we're doing, hes currently laying next to me wishing he could talk and eating his thumb (^.^)

Sorry about all that. I've got too much on my mind. Here's an important question though. Are they, or have they discussed medication for the insomnia? The more medications you're on, the more money Big Pharma makes & (again) the easier it is to distract & to control

@GaysDontSleep2 
            a few things here to think about 
            
            1. They have done numerous studies that show, once puberty hits, & through the usually the mid 20s, the hormones that are produced cause the vast majority's circadian rhythms to change. They tend to have difficulties trying to go to sleep before 1 & it's even more difficult to be up before 10-11.
            
            2. History shows us that, when we still lived in clans, there had to always be someone ready to protect. In other words, there had to be people who would stay up all night. Those sleeping traits were hard-wired & their descendants kept this.
            
            3. There are good reasons for the government to want the youth up that early. 
            They can get you used to following a schedule & following orders. This is good for the workforce & the military. They always need more drones. 
            Also, if you are up that early, you're tired & less likely able to learn as you should. It's the same reason for easier testing, for banning books, & a slew of other things. The less educated you are, the easier it is to keep you under control. That's the same as the mass distractions they keep handing out. Keep people too busy trying to survive; there's less time for paying attention to what's really going on

@VailedStarz ❤️❤️❤️

@GaysDontSleep2 this is blatant purposeful Ignorance. They close their eyes to the world around them & nod their heads while all around them, others die.
            
            "Celebrate ignorance and cheer and clap as the boot steps on your neck
            til it snaps"
            -Earth to Eve

@VailedStarz see this is my thing too. But my whole family supports Trump bc none of them care to do anything actual learning themselves. I definitely caught my mom up in time when I said Trumps a pedophile and she said no tf hes not hes a good person. Like all defensive. And I said, what good oerson goes to Epstuen Island OR gas tues with Heffery Epstein. And i find it even more ridiculous Republicans think of all the claims and reports against Trump not a single one can be true. The refuse to believe he could be slightly a bad person. I'm not religious but Trump said himself I dont think anything could get me into heaven. So why do his religious supporters say everything possible to defend him? Ugh. It just drives me crazy bc im not going to just sit back while they defend a pedophile, or at the very least, a nasty human being who's done things no regular person would. 

@SwiftiePoet13 maybe?
            I absolutely cannot stand to be around mine. Unfortunately, we are not moving til at least summer.
            Her negativity, about Literally Everything, is cumbersome. Seriously, you can tell her the best of the best & I can guarantee that she will turn it into a negative.
            I lost respect for her ages ago but, esp with the way she treats my dad, I don't see her ever earning it back.
            I do NOT like her. I love her but she's my mom so ofc I do.
            My brother told me once that I "should worship her." He ½ worships tRump too so it's whatever 

@GaysDontSleep2 
            CERAVE - Do not get the 1 with blue that is found in skincare. Get the one with burgundy that's found in the health section. That will help a lot. It stops the itch & moisturizes the right way.
            
            I'm pretty ok. 
            My brother is the only person, in My Entire Family, who likes tRump. This includes nieces, nephews, cousins, etc.
            I was renting out my place & they moved out. Now, I'm working 2 extra days & I'm hating it. I absolutely love where I work. In fact, my therapist once called it an escapism. My problem is that, the more time I spend there, the more I find myself watching the clock. It's still good but I really wish I could cut my hours back again.
            On the flip side, after getting 85¢/hour raise, my boss told me that, if I did 2 specific things when I was there, I would get "a nice raise next time." Don't most people get around 10¢ raises nowadays?
            

@VailedStarz good! Thank you! My mom's doing really good rn, she's been happier and just better all around lately tbh! I started my calorie deficit again, this time I told my mom abt it. I've learned that when I keep it a secret its hard bc I allow myself to fail and ik my mom will keep me on track. My brother is great, he's so perfect. Only problem we have rn is eczema! Ughhh I've never gotten it before but my mom has it and my sister and this morning I washed the dishes with hot water and 30 mins later I had a red rash on my hand and now it burns and it's definitely eczema like my mom has. How are you doing right now?

@GaysDontSleep2 you'll make it. Ngl, it's gonna be hard AF but you'll get through it if you just keep holding on. There will come a day when this is a memory. Not all of our memories are good but search for the good even now.

@VailedStarz thank you ❤️ you don't even understand how much I need someone to say these things to me rn it rlly means a lot to have someone encourage me to keep going