This is a vent.
So I was on the verge of having a panic attack, and my mom touched me, and I flinched. and then she was like 'oh now you're in trouble go to your room' i went up to my room and had a panic attack, she called me downstairs. She then proceed to trauma dump on me, then say 'if i could control it you can to, theres nothing hurting you' and 'you hurt me, you only flinch when you get into trouble' both of those statements are false, I get bullied severely, my quote on quote friends have been very aggressive lately, and second i flinch all the god damn time. im not you. stop thinking im popular. stop thinking me not having an abusive home will make me perfect (My house is mentally abusive because of my father that includes fat shaming, slut shaming and getting rid of all the food in the house) I'm not you. I'm not you or my 'dad'.
