If I am the chief of sinners,then I am the chief of sufferers too.

My life is my own. I have been broken many times. My current abode is the merciless pits of torment. I see gray. I don't see colours anymore. All I see are shades of grey. I have lost connection with this world,ages ago. I am the aeroplane that never landed. I am the misunderstood.

However one thing I know.

I am a phoenix.

I will rise from the ashes.

I crave vengeance.

I will see justice be served.

I am,Gem.

I am the coal,who did well under pressure.

I am

Here.

And I don't care what people say about my sexuality or looks or my own self in general.