Gemi2703

i was 7 months clean, now im 5 minutes clean...

Ih34RtK4Rma

@Gemi2703 i know that feeling but hey, 7 months clean is good and relapses are part of the healing process, so don’t feel bad about it <333
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GodlyPosts

@Gemi2703 love ? can you go to message board and check my recent post , it might help ? ❤️
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Larrystylinsonsep

@Gemi2703 
          	  its not stupid it kinda makes sense to me in a way 
          	  im glad u had a good day 
          	  i hope this didn’t ruin it/effect ur day too much 
          	  ilysm dont be hard on ur rn, u dont deserve that
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Gemi2703

i was 7 months clean, now im 5 minutes clean...

Ih34RtK4Rma

@Gemi2703 i know that feeling but hey, 7 months clean is good and relapses are part of the healing process, so don’t feel bad about it <333
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GodlyPosts

@Gemi2703 love ? can you go to message board and check my recent post , it might help ? ❤️
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Larrystylinsonsep

@Gemi2703 
            its not stupid it kinda makes sense to me in a way 
            im glad u had a good day 
            i hope this didn’t ruin it/effect ur day too much 
            ilysm dont be hard on ur rn, u dont deserve that
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Larrystylinsonsep

hii, how r u today ? <3

Larrystylinsonsep

I’m sorry that happened :( *cuddles*
            <33
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Gemi2703

@Larrystylinsonsep i relapsed today ngl... but skl was good <3
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Larrystylinsonsep

@Gemi2703 ilysm :( is smth bothering u rn? 
            kinda the opposite for me <33
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Gemi2703

i just read the saddest larry fic ive ever found. now im gonna go punch a wall with my head. ive never cried so much over a book

That1Dgirl28

@roqsie08 isn't it smth like hope this cold blue water washes me clean and spits me out again?? i can't remember
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roqsie08

@Lou4157 @gemi2703 and was that long ass name something to do with cold blue water spitting and swallowing or soenthing
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Gemi2703

will to live: non-existent 
          drunkness level: 7/10
          months clean: 7 (it will probably change today)
          food: eaten (i hate it)
          sleep: tired asf, no matter how much i sleep. (i hav night terrors and i feel like i can never breathe, im so alone)
          :/

Gemi2703

i get that things are standardized but YK SOME THINGS GIVE OFF GOOD/BAS VIBES. mums bf saves im crazy and can i "at least try to act normal?" o hate myself. ik im weird and particular abt some things but, even tho its hard to explain, i can't be around things with bad auras