@Gender_Not_Found
You okay lol?
@Gender_Not_Found OHMYGOD OUR DSMP STUFF
@AveryHasTheMostMayo oop- LMAO
@AveryHasTheMostMayo i just found one of my art pieces from the other night and started crying bc it scared me I really don't like it. I don't even know why I drew it.
@Gender_Not_Found oh Goodmornjng.. I can understand you perfectly fine You're not just "being silly"
Yayayayaayayaayayayasyasyaysayayayaya
Relapsing os so muchv funnnn
Haha
I'm so sillyu
There's bloodf on mu screeen rnn
:)))
So much fun
I can't even type properly bc of how silly i decidesd to beeeee
Yayayayayayay
Am i even maiing sense anymore??
Idrc it's all sillyy anyway
ahahahahahahahahs
Just laugh it all off it foesnt matter anyway
You're not gonna believe this but I heard my mum and her bf again
@AveryHasTheMostMayo I'm actually so sorry for you ToT If I heard that I'd cry too honestly At least you have the ability to call your dad <\3
I don't even wanna go to bed tonight </3
The only reason I heard it was bc after I heard it the FIRST time (I've only heard it once until now), I've genuinely been filled with so much anxiety whenever he comes over.
To the point where even the smallest of noises from them will make me wide awake again.
When I heard it I literally LEFT MY ROOM AND WENT OUTSIDE ON THE PORCH
IT WASN'T EVEN QUIET EITHER, I PRETTY MUCH SLAMMED MY DOOR
THIS WAS AT LIKE 12:30 AT NIGHT AND THEY DIDN'T NOTICE I LEFT THE HOUSE CRYING AND SHAKING ToT
and the worse part was I COULD SEE THEIR BEDROOM LIGHT ON FROM WHERE I WAS SITTING
I don't wanna be here
I'm calling my dad if it happens again;-;
@AveryHasTheMostMayo OH SHIT I DIDN'T SEE THIS EITHER ToT
I know this is sudden but I really need to cry right now and I don't know who else to talk to
My mum was literally cleaning the entire living room (she hasn't even slept yet - she just got home) and I accidentally spilt my entire drink.
It was on the armrest of my couch behind me, and I accidentally leaned on the pillow there which caused it to fall over
The entire thing. While she was already cleaning.
I felt so in-the-way, so I just left and now I'm crying under my sheets
It's so stuffy in here but I don't want to show my face
I feel like a shitty person, who does that while someone's cleaning
It was a large drink she got me from Dunkins too.. I took like 2 sips
So I wasted her money, too.
@Gender_Not_Found I THOUGHT I DID I'M SORRY ToT
@AveryHasTheMostMayo oh damn.. WAIT A MINUTE YOU DIDN'T TELL ME YOUR CAT'S NAME UNTIL NOW?? I've been betrayed •︡ᯅ•︠ /j
Honestly I'm doing a little bit better now
Max (the cat - have I even told you his name??) Has been staying in the room all day because the entire house smells like cleaning chemicals
Also I don't really blame my mum for being annoyed because she eas cleaning the house for her bf when he comes over </3
I don't think she noticed my crying though
I had a (bad?) Dream about you and I, and I don't know how to feel about it
I can't even remember much of what happened, but it was something like we were magically neighbors and lived right next to eacother, yet we're still just online friends lmao
Then I guess something happened?? Idk we met finally, then a few things happened (it's very foggy, but I think I found a note of yours, and for some reason my cat was there even tho it was your house???)
So I left the house crying and the dream ended
I legit have no idea what happened
This is so weird - I haven't dreamed in forever, much less about a friend ToT
I also had another dream but it wasn't related to this one
@AveryHasTheMostMayo oh OKII :P
@Gender_Not_Found yasss I would LOVE TO SEE IT >:] but also I'll be back in a bit cuz I'm being forced to play a board game-
@AveryHasTheMostMayo I actually kinda wanna show you the animation when it's done but idk when I'll finish it cuz the audio is a song and it's like 3 minutes long (I'm only done with 1 minute and 30 seconds of it <\3)
I hate crying over things that haven't happened yet
@AveryHasTheMostMayo OH FUCK I SWEAR I RESPONDED TO THIS I'M SO SORRY- Also that's kinda real I think I similar thing happened to me before
@Gender_Not_Found I don't know I tried going to bed around 12 last night and all of a sudden I just wanted to cry I probably did tbh So I stayed up a little longer to distract myself from it
@AveryHasTheMostMayo ..? Are you good?
HELP ToT
I was just talking with my mum about how I didn't think I had an imaginary friend when I was younger, and she suddenly told me about this time when she found a drawing I made
It was the standard childish family drawing - mum, dad, me - then there was also apparently a shadow figure and a "baby in the sky"
She said she threw it tf out like "Nahh, bitch, not today, NUHHUH"
AND I CAN'T STOP LAUGHING LMAO
@AveryHasTheMostMayo I THOUGHT I RESPONDED TO THIS WHAT THE HELLY-
@Gender_Not_Found WELL I DIDNT KNOW I THOUGHT MY WATTPAD WAS JUST TRYING TO MAKE ME CRAZY
HELP ME I FEEL LIKE A DAMN FOREIGNER IN MY OWN COUNTRY (I'll explain later i don't have much time)
@Gender_Not_Found oh goodmorning LMAO it's alright, I promise ToT
@AveryHasTheMostMayo I SWEAR TO FUCK I KEEP MISSING YOUR REPLIES I AM SO SORRY ToT Gn pookie!! ilym /plat <33333
@AveryHasTheMostMayo Yo, I forgor to mention it but I actually have a very small piece of the Berlin Wall in my house.. I’m ngl I don’t even remember when I got it, I go to Germany A LOT-
BRUHHHHHH WHY ARE MY TAGS FOR YOU DELETINH THEMSELVES????????
@AveryHasTheMostMayo WOAH GNG I’M GOING TO DISNEY ON SATURDAY SKSKSSKSK HUH I LITERALLY HAVEN’T GONE THERE SINCE I WAS 5- ToT
@AveryHasTheMostMayo LMAO I THINK IT'S YOUR WATTPAD BC I CAN SEE THEM PERFECTLY FINE ToT
UNLESS MY WATTPAD IS TEALLY THAT GLITCHY AND NOT ALLOWING ME TO SEE THEM