GenevieveStyles2001

For most people they are happy today, Zayn Malik turned 24, a bunch of babies were born. But, for me this day is terrible. I found out one of my best friends died last night. She was 14, she had a muscle disease, this disease caused her muscles to get weaker and weaker, especially the muscles around her lungs, she was on a breathing machine for months, This disease is terminal which means there is no cure other than death. She died at age 14, she never had a boyfriend, she never had a first kiss, never went to homecoming, never went to prom. Now being a suicidal person I know see what my friends would feel if I died. I never want them to feel confused, angry, sad, or empty from someone's death. One of my teachers who has experienced death from a young age told me I was currently in shock. I don't know how I am going to be able to see my friend get buried. I will miss my friend forever. Love ya Robyn to the moon and back.

skullhippie

Hey I'm sorry for replying like this, my comments aren't working. This is a reply to your last comment to me.
          
          I also want this lifestyle and have done copious amounts of research. I'm not here to make anybody angry. Just expressing what I feel /I/ would have done as a Dom and how this made me feel. This book is amazing and I love the plot. Please do not feel so wound up by my opinions, they're just my point of view and I think discussion is important.
          
          I do not believe that punishments while intoxicated or still greatly angry are logical. You need to be safe, sane, consensual. If he isolated Louis until he was sober and calm and then spoke with him about a why he reacted that way and use a suitable punishment/s. It would have been fine. These are also the things he's apologized for so we know he knows it shouldn't have happened, he had made a mistake. 
          
          I'm sorry if my previous comments upset you. It's apparent I didn't explain my view very well. Sorry.

GenevieveStyles2001

@skullhippie He did sober up a lot after he fell on the stairs. Not fully but he was pretty sober. Anger sobers you up more than you may think it does.
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skullhippie

@skullhippie  it's good to have a subs point of view. I do believe that he could have sobered himself up more but your view on isolation is a good point, there's probably a better way of handling it in both cases, based on the spoken about opinions instead of sudden punishments that need to be thought through or waiting until morning. Considering the fact he was at a restaurant, it must not have been to late so he could have sobered up more, and dealt with it in a thought through way.
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GenevieveStyles2001

@skullhippie It's fine. But for me I've done so much research for BDSM relationships because I want to be a sub. So when I read this and got to the huge punishment. I didn't see anything wrong with it. Yes he was intoxicated. He was angry. But isolating Louis would have been worse because it would have made Louis anxious because he knew Harry was going to punish him and it could be at any moment. It could have also made him think he was off the hook. So punishing him then and there shows Louis that Harry takes misbehaving very seriously.
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GenevieveStyles2001

For most people they are happy today, Zayn Malik turned 24, a bunch of babies were born. But, for me this day is terrible. I found out one of my best friends died last night. She was 14, she had a muscle disease, this disease caused her muscles to get weaker and weaker, especially the muscles around her lungs, she was on a breathing machine for months, This disease is terminal which means there is no cure other than death. She died at age 14, she never had a boyfriend, she never had a first kiss, never went to homecoming, never went to prom. Now being a suicidal person I know see what my friends would feel if I died. I never want them to feel confused, angry, sad, or empty from someone's death. One of my teachers who has experienced death from a young age told me I was currently in shock. I don't know how I am going to be able to see my friend get buried. I will miss my friend forever. Love ya Robyn to the moon and back.

GenevieveStyles2001

For everyone to know.
          The poems I write on here. Are all true. Every single word is true. They are here for me to be able to write down the feelings I have. I wrote these and they were private for a very long time but now since only a few people actually know me I am sharing these poems with everyone. They deserve to be read. They are spoken poetry. Thank you for taking the time to read this. 
          ~Genevieve Styles

GenevieveStyles2001

hey guys im sorry for not updating any of my stories for a long time.  Ive been having a lot of stress and I have fallen into the pit of depression. I have tried and  but I start writing and something happens and i start crying and I cant write anymore. I have drafts that I am trying to update I really am but I dont. I am actually writing this while I am crying about pretty much nothing but oh well. I am sorry for people who really like my stories and are waiting for a update but until my mental state is better I am not going to update. Hopefully I will be better during the summer. Ok well I must go back to my cry session so bye.

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