PEcRUnbl
Hey, man. Just wanted to check in on you. And not to rush of course I’m just wondering how are things going with your story?
GenkaiZero
@PEcRUnbl (Part 3) Anyway, I'm sure this isn't what you wanted to hear. Sorry to all my readers. I hope you're not all upset with me. Whenever my favourite fanfic writers stop posting, I do not get angry with them and instead hope they get back go enjoying their story some day. It is always nice to see them update their books a few months or years later. However, strangely, I find it difficult to actually read the updates when I get notified of them now... Again that feeling of paralysis. I also buy books and they sit there, games on sale and they sit there, and films come and go. Odd. Anyone else relate to this? I definitely enjoy them as when i do actually have the energy to get one of them started, I have fun. Just that initial push. On the bright side, I'm excited for what's to come and my love for Hit and writing has definitely not gone away! The next mini arc will be a couple adventures journeying outside of Orario during the war game period, so I'm not sure whether too many people will enjoy that. I certainly will as my goal has always been to explore Danmachi, its locations, and its inhabitants with Hit. I will likely write the rest of season 2 (Ishtar, rakia war, village), instead of just this mini arc, with a note to skip the journey outside Orario if you do not like oc content or characters. Also plan to move the non canon specials to a separate story.
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GenkaiZero
@PEcRUnbl (Part 2) I seem to be gathering a list of things I want to do recently, yet sadly do not have the stability, space, money, energy, or correct mental state to get started on them. I would love to do cosplay (cringe, I know. Any guesses who of?), play games, read, garden (would need a garden first), adopt pets, family, learn to draw, write stories, etc... Without stability, you cannot move on in life. Or am I feeling paralysed by all the different options and overreacting... My story notes are there and the scenes play in my head, but getting started is the issue. It is also summer here (my least favourite season) and the heat is not pleasant.
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GenkaiZero
@PEcRUnbl (Part 1) Hello Thank you for checking up on me :) Always nice to hear from readers, even if my replies now largely involve me having to disappoint them. Unfortunately, I cannot give you a concrete update at the moment. As usual, I have been writing notes down and replaying scenes in my head, but I am finding it quite difficult to write any actual chapters at the moment. I could sit down and force myself to do it, but there seems to be something wrong with me. I simply cannot enjoy writing, playing games, etc due to worry about the immediate future. Not going particularly well. Also, my attention span and memory, and everyone else's for that matter, seem to be poorer than they used to be. I have also not slept well for quite some time. Feels like it is impossible to move forward. I'll get through it. I'm glad I started writing this story, as it gives me a goal to work towards, and something to be proud of. There is also always the worry of not being good enough and not doing Hit justice. I can only do my best and I think I have done okay so far, at least in working towards my own biased goal of exploring Hit as a warrior. Also, I feel rusty, and I need to do some reading... I did actually read/watch the short, new danmachi story event, made specifically for the gacha, where Bell travels back in time! You can probably guess where my mind went to, and I will definitely write a couple specials where Hit does this, or perhaps begins his story during the dark age and has far more reason to adopt his former profession. Would obviously be after I finish the main story of TGC, so who knows when.
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