(!!TW!! Mentions of suicide/vent)
they haven't texted me in ages. I've waited for months. And nothing. I miss them. When will they come back?..
What if they blocked me?
What if they aren't even 'there' anymore?
I can't wait anymore
I don't wanna wait anymore
I'm holding on by a thread
As I always say "my common since is like a rope, it's just waiting for me to tie it"
But there's so many people that love me, yet I can't seem to stay happy :(
I flinch everytime someone touches me, so now people at school think I'm weird
I don't talk enough but when I do I'm told to shut up
I get yelled at by my aunt when I don't do good enough, and she takes me to therapy to talk about my feelings, but when I say I talked to her about my feelings and other stuff to make me feel better, like funny thoughts, she says I'm not supposed to talk to her about that. Only bad thoughts.
I just want it to end! I don't wanna die but I don't wanna live! But then I remember everyone who cares about me and I forget about said thoughts
But what if that thread just... Breaks? Would you guys be mad at me? :(