I've never been one to fight for something for myself. Whether it be a relationship, an event or friends. When I'm told it's for the best if it went this way, I turn the other cheek and I leave. I don't want to cause problems for the people I care about. I made a choice yesterday and I loathe myself for it. The fact that I didn't take a stand and try and stay makes me a coward and my excuse is that when your an adult sometimes you have to make sacrifices. Give up chances just to make sure the people you care about gets a chance at freedom, fun and laughter. Even if your not included. Sure I'll cry over it a bit but it's for the best, I'll do my best to put on a smile and wave it off that it's nothing, I'm fine, go on and have fun. I may feel trapped right now but one day I'll be free to reach to the sky and touch the clouds and feel that sunny ray's warmth. Till then I'll wait.