My name is Zindy Beck. I'm 17 years old. My house is in the northeast section of [ERROR], where all the apartments are, and I am not married. I am unemployed but i'm currently going to school, and I get home every day by 2 PM at the latest. I don't smoke, but I occasionally drink. I'm in bed by whatever time i decide, no matter what. After having a glass of whatever i can find in the fridge and doing about twenty minutes of gaming before going to bed, I usually have problem sleeping until morning. Just like a baby, I wake up sweating and stressing in the morning. I was told there were several issues at my last check-up. I'm trying to explain that I'm a person who wishes to live a very quiet life. I take care not to trouble myself with any games, like winning and losing, that would cause me to lose sleep at night. That is how I deal with society, and I know that is what brings me violent depression. Although, if I were to fight I would lose to everyone.