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and it's all because i wanna show you that i'm so capable

i know i'll fall in love with you, baby
          and that's not what i wanna do
          
          - cry baby

she doesn't look too sane when she acts like that

IT'S BEEN SO LONG SINCE I WROTE A STORY GAAAHHHHHH. I MISS WRITING. LAST TIME I FINALLY GOT MY PASSION FOR DRAWING BUT NOT FOR WRITING. JUST NOT YET GAHHHHHH.

often times, socialising exhaust me so much when i try to fit in by taking care of people's feelings and emotions. when i know that's not who i am.
          
          when you grow up to be insensitive and uncompassionate, do you have to change yourself into someone who is sympathetic and supportive so that you can fit in? it's unfortunate that the downside of my personality is something well liked and needed in society but it's little to no of my fault...
          
          i didn't ask to be raised like this and it's not easy to change these qualities of mine because they're issues rooted to my past. 
          
          i wish one day i could get used to being alone.

mood tengah cari gaduh la. siapa nk gaduh ngan aku? saje², berdebat. kena bg aku menang tapi.