all books are on hold till my breaks are over but i will continue to rp on here with my Rp buddy only

@sinister_phoenix21 I'm still waiting patiently for it tho

@sinister_phoenix21 just waiting on your response now

i hate Wattpad sometime

i just want the pain to go away 
          But it won't cuz i will remember 
          This user recently Bullied me last month
          For a whole 5 years and it's Forever haunted 
          in my mind no matter how many times that i want to forget it here :(

@leavemealoneyoubully Oof. Trust me, I'm doing literally everything I can. Haven't gotten any sleep in 39 hours. I got the eyebags to prove it.
          
          Still, I'm finding a solution as I speak. Don't worry, I'm doing my best. I will not rest until the problem is solved.

@sinister_phoenix21 thank you that means Alot to me

i don't need anymore negativity from
          Anymore user on here it's already dark 
          As it is

I'm actually crying in real life right now

Bad Luck doesn't bring the best people out
          Bad Luck Only Brings Out The Worst in You
          But to be more precise it only bring The Worstest 
          Part Out Of You inside yourself but no matter 
          What you do you will never be appreciated it
          You are Nothing but a piece of Nothingness 
          That no one will ever care about here so 
          Whatever i do it doesn't matter anymore 
          Because i can't be myself around anyone anymore
          But only to 3 user and that's it but no one else tho
          Sorry for even existing however i don't deserve anyone so it's best if I go away to elsewhere 
          And even take a break from Wattpad but to the 4  specific user only that i know thanks for everything
          Just don't worry about me anymore cuz i deserve to be not alive here 
          
          Because im not worthy of it 
          Only because im a 
          
          1: "fake friend"
          2: "Bully"
          3: "Dumb Person"
          4:"Not Trust Worthy"
          5:"impolite Person"
          
          Yeah no need to remind
          Me i know however you
          Don't Know Nothing About Me 
          And haven't known of what i been through
          OR
          What i do Or go through EveryTime
          But Thanks for making me feel guilty
          And pulled my triggers out but everyone is better off without me anyway ,bye

i don't know what to think about anymore