Hello everyone. Ik I'm late af. I understand. But a very happy new year to all of u<<3
Recently I've realised a lot in my life. I've matured in some ways and got dumber in a lot more, but what I've realised in the past 365 days of 2023 in that my problems are mine, not others, no one will jump up to solve them. Running away is no choice.
I've actually and literally ran away from having conversations. I ran and ran untill I knew the person who I need to talk to wasn't behind me anymore. Having an argument made me realise that I'm bad at conversations and making others realise what I had troubles with.
Having to explain my problems to others is not easy for me. I feel like a burden to myself. Having to dump all my problems to someone else seems like a crime to me.
I've never understood what my problem was, what I was stuck on or what troubled me. Never have I found myself voicing my problems out. But in the 365 days, I've improved and I want to live,love and laugh.
Again I wish everyone a happy new year with a lots of hope that this year makes you love yourself more than ever.